Friday, July 31, 2009

Ignatius Day 2009


Today is the Feast of St. Ignatius Loyola, the founder of the Society of Jesus (the Jesuits), the religious order I belong to. Around the world there will be celebrations in Jesuit communities and institutions.

For the second year in a row, I'll be celebrating the feast far away from my brothers.

This is a sadness.

One year ago this morning, I was up at 0300 to begin the trip by car from Summer Camp to Atlanta (eight hours) in time to wait eight hours for the eight-hour flight to our layover in Europe. So much for Ignatius Day 2008.

Today we're supposed to have 'death by PowerPoint' for four hours this morning, followed by Army Warrior Tasks performed outside in the heat of the day. That could be fun....

Later, there are other tasks and computer classes and meetings to go to, so it will be a day for 'contemplatio in accione' (contemplation in action) -- one of the hallmarks of Jesuit life.

Buona festa to all my Jesuit brothers! I hope you celebrate for me while you're at it, men.

Ad maiorem Dei gloriam.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

A fine whine


I've been saying Mass a lot since arriving here, and am just about through the second of the only two small bottles of wine I managed to find in the Post Chapel here. I'm told there's actually quite a bit of wine here on Post, but neither of the two keys to the cabinet where the wine is located is here, and I guess FedEx doesn't come out here.

Or something.

In any event, it's quite clear that I'm not going to get any more wine from this place, so that means I have to go into the city to buy some.

Now, I've not bought a bottle of wine in a long, long time -- close to 30 years (but who's counting?). I'm not really wild about the idea, as it turns out.

So, yesterday I found myself in the company of a lot of people who go to a lot of AA meetings (it never ceases to amaze me that this happens to me so often), and decided to share about this with them, seeing as they might be able to identify with my discomfort over the situation.

Now, as it turns out, I'd found myself in the company of quite a number of the same people eighteen months ago when I was at this Post doing the same training I'm doing now -- and they remembered me! Go figure. It was good to see familiar faces, even if I could not remember their names.

As I was getting into my vehicle afterward, two of the guys I'd just met came up to me, and one said, "I own a wine cellar" while the other said, "I work for a vineyard; would you like me to give you some wine?"

These are guys who go to a lot of AA meetings.

How strange is God's sense of humor, eh?

So I now have a bottle of merlot and and shiraz something-or-other, which I'm led to believe are probably pretty good. I won't know, of course, since others will consume them, but I do find it amusing in excelsis.

Several of the guys in the barracks saw me bringing them in and locking them up in my footlocker.

I might have some congregants at Mass this weekend....

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Oddities


It's been almost a week that I've been here now (today is the seventh day), and I'm still finding it odd to have been Down Range, odd to have been home for a short time, and odd to be in the midst of training to go away again for a year already.

Odd, eh?

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I love my job! (Part Two)


Yesterday I wrote that it had been a long day, and just as I was about to head into the showers, an NCO came into the barracks asking whether the Chaplain was around. So much for *my* plans!

I followed him out to his vehicle, in which a young Soldier was sitting. The NCO said he was going to go smoke a cigar, and left the two of us in the vehicle. After our introductions, the young combat veteran began telling me the story of what was going on.

As with so many of us returning Veterans, his job had gone away while he was deployed to a combat zone, and though he'd been looking for work ever since he redeployed, he'd not found anything, and had been living in his car for the past couple of months. While he was Down Range, a family member he'd trusted had taken the lion's share of the money he'd saved up while deployed (over $5000) and had spent it on a drug habit the Soldier was not previously aware of.

His Dad constantly berates him for not being "a *real* Soldier" -- because he joined the Guard, rather than Active Duty -- even though the man has never himself served in the military. His son saw some really, really difficult and painful and messy and terrifying things while deployed, given his Military Occupational Specialty (MOS), so his father's criticism is especially cowardly and inappropriate.

This kid is a hero, who has saved other heroes' lives.

As we talked, his story ripped at my heart, and I was reminded yet again of what my friends who go to a lot of Al-Anon meetings keep telling me: "Messiah" is not part of *my* job description.

That truth doesn't do much to relieve the pain of the moment, but it does put it into a context.

He and I sat there for a long time, and I marveled at his courage and determination.

Since his family has betrayed and belittled him, his faith and fiancee are now his main sources of support. He and she are barely scraping by, and at one point he said, "Even if I don't have any food for myself, I make damn sure she eats."

A bit later he said, sadly and matter-of-factly: "This weekend the two of us had seven dollars between us."

Bearing in mind what my Alanon-going friends say, but also remembering the passage from Matthew 25 which says, "whatever you do to the least of these, you do to me," I reached into my cargo pocket and pulled out my wallet. It was dark, so he couldn't see what I was doing, but I managed to reach in and pull out the two $50 bills someone had pressed into my hands after Mass, and I gave them to him.

"It's not much, but I hope it will help you and your fiancee, at least a little. I don't want it back, but I would like you to pay it forward to someone else, sometime. Not anytime soon, of course, but at some point when you're able to."

By the time he and I parted company, it was much later, and I had to be up in just a few hours' time. He looked and sounded very different from when we'd met, and as we prayed before taking our leave, it was clear that something important had happened, for both of us.

I returned to the barracks filled with gratitude for Soldiers such as this young man, and for the opportunity to try to be of service to them. I gave up on taking a shower, and just went right to bed, and fell asleep feeling massively grateful.

I love my job!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, July 27, 2009

I love my job! (Part One)


The other night, after a long day, I was really looking forward to getting a shower and going to sleep.

I'd power-walked up the hill to the chow hall (about 1.5 miles) at 0600 and then power-walked back to the barracks, despite a couple of offers of a ride, accompanied by quizzical looks from the occupants of each vehicle.

I went out to the ranges (M-9 [pistols] and M-4 [rifles]) a couple of times, where it was beastly hot, and reminiscent of Iraq. Though I was in full battle-rattle, I wasn't carrying around a rifle and/or pistol, and neither did I have any ammunition. The Soldiers on the firing lines got a lot hotter and sweatier and more tired than I did, that's for sure!

After I treated my new Chaplain Assistant (SPC C) to lunch, I had to go do some interminably long online Army certification courses, which was at least in a hyper-cool room.

Later, SPC C and I ate chow up at ConMess (Consolidate Mess) and then I returned to the ranges one more time to do a field liturgy while Soldiers finished up their daytime qualifications and then waited around for night to fall. We had twenty show up for the service, which delighted me.

After returning from the range, I convinced (read: coerced) SPC C to don his battle-rattle and power-walk the perimeter of the parade field (just over 2 miles) with me. Wearing the body armor slowed my pace by about 10 percent from what it had been in the morning, sadly. I'll have to work on that!

I'd just gotten back to the barracks and was about to hit the showers when a Soldier burst into the room asking whether the Chaplain were around. He seemed a bit agitated, and said he had a Soldier from another unit who was in his vehicle who needed to talk.

While I was *really* looking forward to cleaning up and getting to sleep, I threw my uniform back on and followed the NCO out of the barracks.

I love my job!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

The Afternoon of a Faun


The Soldiers of my new unit have been taking turns going out to the ranges to qualify with their weapons (pistols and rifles). As the crow flies, the ranges are not far from the cantonment area, but you can't get there from here, so it's about a six-mile drive, one-way.

Since everybody (but me!) has to do this training (I'm a non-combatant after all), I've been going out there each evening to do religious services while the Soldiers are waiting for nightfall so they can do their night firing. Lots of waiting, as it's not really dark before 2045 these days, and evening chow ends at 1900.

It's been years since this unit has had a Chaplain of its own, so many of the personnel seem quite pleased that situation has changed.

Last night, as I was driving back to the barracks just at dusk, I noticed a small herd of about a dozen elk (yes, elk!) in the field off to my left. They were running parallel with my car, about 100 meters away, led by a male with a huge set of antlers.

My brother-in-law Glenn and his sons would have gone nuts.

That great animal paced my vehicle, with his harem and their young'uns following along.

If I slowed down my vehicle, he slowed down. If I came to a stop, he came to a stop. When I started moving, he started moving, parallel and in the same direction.

Very odd.

This continued for about a mile and a half, much to my delight. Unfortunately for me, it was just too dark to have been able to photograph them with my small camera.

As we moved along, I also noticed a family of feral pigs in the same field. They were not quite as photogenic as the elk, or as interested in me, but seeing as I'd heard stories about units out in the field on maneuvers encountering and barbecuing local hogs, I was glad to see some for myself.

It was dark by the time I arrived back at the barracks.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

What did I say?

See?
Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, July 24, 2009

The Bodyguard


I met my new Chaplain Assistant yesterday, SPC C.

He's been in the Army a little less time than I have, unlike SFC McG, who'd been in the Army 24 years already by the time I signed up. SPC C arrived at Chaplain Assistant school at Fort Jackson two weeks after I left there after my Chaplain Basic Training ended in 2007.

SFC McG is a very large man, but SPC C (who describes himself as "weighing a dainty 300") dwarfs him considerably. My new Chaplain Assistant played offensive line for nine years (into college) before deciding football wasn't fun for him any longer. He then joined the Army to be a Chaplain Assistant.

I look positively puny next to him. (I'll post a photo soon.)

I'm glad to be having him run interference for me!

Please add him to your prayer lists, if you'd be so kind.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

I'm off!


So far the most difficult experiences I've had since joining the Army in my dotage have centered around casualties and casualty notifications. I'd not yet been in the Guard a full month when I was called upon to go to the home of a young Soldier while another Officer told them that their beloved boy had been killed in Iraq earlier that day.

My heart still aches for Bev and Jim and the rest of their family and friends for the sacrifices they continue to endure as the result of their son's selflessness and courage.

I had been hoping to get to see them while on leave and before taking off for parts unknown to me, but as I have to report in today (and I'm still not finished packing!) that's not going to be possible.

Jim and Bev had a birthday celebration for Michael late last month, which I missed by a little more than a week. I was sad I could not be there (I was in Kuwait, sweltering), but they said they understood.

Looks as though I'll miss next year's birthday celebration as well, since this latest adventure begins momentarily.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

The local V.A. Hospital


For the past fifteen years I've been living in close proximity to a V.A. Hospital, though I've not really paid much attention to it. I've occasionally been over there at night, to meet up with a friend who was going there on a regular basis to an A.A. meeting held in one of the locked wards there.

Other than that, though, I've never spent any time there, or really even wanted to.

The main hospital was badly damaged in the '89 earthquake, and sat unused for years. Eventually, a new hospital was constructed on the grounds of the original, and then the old building was razed.

I went to the V.A. yesterday to get registered, now that I'm a combat veteran.

It felt weird saying that to myself then.

It still feels surreal, I must say.

The staff were helpful, if a bit frazzled. A friend who's an Army physician tells me that this V.A. facility has the reputation of being among the three best V.A. hospitals in the country. Who knew?

After I registered, I spoke with a number of the Veterans who were milling about the place. It was a spectacular California summer day, so lots and lots of patients in wheelchairs were outside in the sun.

As I walked among them and chatted with them, I was amazed and humbled by their stories and the wounds which some of them have borne since WWII, Korea, Vietnam, or Desert Storm.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

The eschaton approaches


I found out yesterday that the Army has gotten my paperwork in order, and that I will, in fact, begin the training for my new adventure -- Kosovo -- on Thursday. For a time it looked as though because of the mix-up in leaving Summer Camp, I might miss out on my last two days of leave, and have to report today.

But, no.

Hooray!

I managed yesterday to get the things I'd left behind at the house into storage with my other belongings, and even managed to find a couple of items among the stored things while I was there that I'd wanted to get hold of, if possible.

Not only has Stanford 'de-funded' my position, thus leaving me among the many jobless in America, but the house (which gave my room, not surprisingly, to someone else) has also given away my storage space off the garage under the building, so I was asked just before redeploying to make sure I had everything moved out of there before I leave this week.

Now that that's done, I can busy myself with packing up the stuff I'm taking with me on this deployment, and perhaps even have time left over to visit with the too many friends I've not yet been able to see.

This end-of-deployment leave seems much shorter in practice than it seemed on paper....

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Carl


Carl and Helen befriended me not long after I started free-lancing at St. Tom's many years ago while I was working on my doctorate in molecular neurobiology at Stanford. He's a Deacon at Church, and Helen might as well be, for all the ministry she's done (and continues to do) over the years.

I suspect Carl had mentioned, long ago, that he retired from the Navy as a Captain, but it didn't register with me at the time. I didn't understand military rank structure, and didn't particularly want to. I wasn't at all interested in the military, no matter the Service.

It wasn't until much later (four years ago now, to be exact) that it dawned on me what a big deal it was that Carl retired as the equivalent of an Army Colonel (though I *still* can't fathom Navy enlisted rank structure and insignia!).

Carl has slowed down considerably in the past few years, which has meant that Helen has more and more on her plate. As ever, she does what needs doing, with dignity and good humor and grace. It has been a blessing to witness.

On my recent trip to the Midwest to visit my parents, I brought along a draft of Carl's reminiscences of the Second World War. He'd clearly put a lot of effort into it (or rather, it was clear that *Helen* had worked very diligently to type up everything Carl had written or dictated!), and I offered to proof-read it before they went to the expense of printing it up in quantity for their family.

Carl is a born storyteller, and it's been a delight to be present for so many of his tellings over the years. His written work sounds just like his spoken tales. Thus I wiled away the hours on the plane, absorbed by one and then another ancillary tale as Carl related how his mother had become cut off from the rest of the family upon the outbreak of war (she in Manila at their family home, Dad in New York on business, and Carl at Georgetown University pursuing his undergraduate degree), and he'd made it his mission to find her and reunite her with her family.

I had had no idea that Carl, though a very junior Officer, directed the construction of the U.S. naval facility at Morotai. While the Japanese were fighting to the death in Manila, Carl (not actually on leave, but with his Commander's approval) made his way to the city where he believed his mother might still be living, found a physician who had performed cancer surgery on her who told him where her last known address was, stubled his way behind enemy lines -- at great personal risk -- and found his mother and grandmother alive.

He later built the first U.S. naval headquarters in Manila before the end of the war.

Ever since my Long Retreat (the 30-day, silent, Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius Loyola) when it became clear that I was supposed to join the Army, I've become more and more aware of the heroes in our midst.

And more and more grateful for their courage and honor.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

Back in the saddle


Today I get to preside at Mass with a community of folks whom I've missed a lot, and for whom changing around the schedule of Presiders is a rather large, complex, and thoroughly distateful affair. Given that the schedule is etched in stone months and months in advance, I'm delighted and humbled that they've gone to the trouble of accommodating me on short notice.

I've been very appreciative of all the support I've received from the parishioners of St. Tom's and especially of the 8:45 crowd.

It's been odd being back home in the States so far. Everything feels not-unfamiliar, and it seems almost surreal that I spent eleven months in a war zone, wearing nothing but military attire (we weren't allowed to wear civvies even to the latrines at night, though many did under cover of darkness) for six months at a time.

But things also seem different, at one and the same time.

I suspect it's because *I'm* different in ways that may well only become evident with the passage of time and a lot of prayer and meditation and service.

It's great to be home.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

Army Reasoning


So, First Army saw fit to say I was trained up and able to deploy to Iraq for a year, a year ago. I arrived back in California two weeks ago yesterday, and starting next Thursday (if my paperwork gets straightened out!) I'll have to do all the First Army training that I did a year ago over again, because I guess until them I'm not fit to deploy.

Oh, and did I happen to mention just how much of that training had anything at all to do with what I experienced Down Range?

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, July 17, 2009

Club Med


Many years ago when I was teaching college in the Midwest, I wrote a letter of recommendation for a young ROTC Cadet who was attempting to get into medical school, on the Army's dime. He went to the Uniformed Services University of Health Sciences, graduated, and became an Army physician.

A number of years later, at another university in the Midwest, I wrote a letter of recommendation for a Cadet who was also trying to get into medical school, and to get the Army to pay for it. This other Cadet was active in eleventy-seven different extracurricular activities, and recieved what I like to call a "compassionate C" in my Cell Biology course. I knew Cadet 2 could do better, had there been sufficient time to devote to the material, something which was impossible given all those other commitments.

The letter I wrote for Cadet 2 basically described Cadet 1 and how similar the two were; thus, if Cadet 1 could succeed as an Army physician, so could Cadet 2. It worked, I guess (or at least didn't hurt!), as Cadet 2 was accepted into medical studies, and the Army paid for them.

Cadet 2 recently graduated from Residency and has begun (finally!) functioning as a physician. I'd been to Cadet 2's graduation ceremonies for college and medical school, so I was sad to miss the Commencement exercises for Residency.

As I'd surmised long ago, Cadet 2 has become a good physician. I'm proud to wear the same uniform.

Who knew, way back when, that before Cadet 2 would complete all the medical training that lay ahead, *I* would have a combat patch from a deployment to Iraq with the Army?

Amazing.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Supporting the troops


While I was deployed, someone tried to access my PayPal account online, so PayPal froze the account. Despite numerous phone and email contacts over five months, they would not restore my access. It took me until I could get home and to a telephone land line before they would reactive the account.

I realize that they don't want other people to be able to access my information, and neither do I, for that matter. But there's got to be a better way to handle such a situation when a person is deployed with the military, and unable to be reached by land-line telephones!

I've been a member of Bally Total Fitness since I began priest-school in 1987. Their yearly membership has gotten more and more and more expensive over these past 22 years. I was, of course, unable to use my paid-up membership this past year because I was deployed to a war zone.

Now they're telling me that I need to renew my membership for many hundreds of dollars for the year, so I contacted them and let them know I'll be mobilized again, the day after my Active Duty orders end for this deployment. Might it be possible to suspend my membership?

Sure!

If I pay $48. This, on top of last year's paid-up membership, which I could not use.

Unbelievable.

Way to support the troops, PayPal and Bally!

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Those who can't.... teach


One of the biggest bummers about Stanford University 'de-funding' my position as Undergraduate Research Coordinator and Director of the Honors Program in the Department of Biology (thereby leaving me jobless in the civilian realm, and releasing themselves from the obligation under US law to re-hire a deployed Reservist upon his or her return) has been that I might not see the inside of a University classroom for a while.

I love teaching, probably because I have always loved learning.

It revs me up to watch others experience an "ah-ha!" moment, when they finally "get it." I can never get enough of those moments myself.

Despite having had a deep and negative visceral response to the writing style of John Milbank as my Aquinas-loving Baptist Green Beret Chaplain friend and I were slogging through "Theology and Social Theory" over the last six months in Baghdad, it was great to be doing something educational for its own sake. Of course, I found reading "The Self as Agent" and "Persons in Relation" by the Scots philosopher John Macmurray to be much more rewarding and inspirational. (I pretty much hectored CH J into reading those with me, since I'd endured reading Milbank with him.) It had been almost thirty years since I'd sat down and read Macmurray's Gifford Lectures through from start to finish.

Besides studying Milbank and Macmurray, CH J was also teaching a college-level philosophy course on Post to nine Soldiers, under the auspices of the University of Maryland University College. He was loving it.

I looked on, longingly.

Figuring I had nothing to lose, I put together a Curriculum Vitae, assembled copies of my six post-secondary transcripts from my Official Military Personnel File, a printout of my publications, (book chapters, refereed journal articles, platform presentations, and posters) and fired off a cover letter to the folks at UMUC - Europe. In my letter I asked whether UMUC-E ever taught biology courses in Kosovo, and if so, whether they could use a hand in doing so.

I folded up the stack of papers, squeezed them into a then-bulging business-size envelope, and mailed it off to the APO address I'd found online. (Mailing from one APO address to another involves no postage, so that was nice.)

Three weeks later the envelope came back to me, unopened, with a rather severe-looking stamp indicating the contents had needed to be inspected by Customs officials before being posted.

Sheesh.

I walked over to the post office, showed them the sheaf of papers and asked whether it would be OK to mail them without filling out a Customs declaration. The civilian behind the counter looked at me as if I were batty, and said, "Of course you don't need to fill out a Customs declaration, " with rather pronounced exasperation.

Talk about mixed messages!

Perhaps two weeks after I succeeded in sending off the letter, I received an email from someone at UMUC-E (in Germany) asking whether I'd feel comfortable teaching philosophy courses.

I guess they actually looked at my transcripts and saw my philosophy degree!

I replied in the affirmative, and the very next day received another UMUC-E missive, this time congratulating me on being approved to teach any of six philosophy courses as well as any of six biology courses, all of which were listed.

Who knows whether I'll have time or whether anyone will even sign up for the courses I'm now approved to teach for them, but it felt good none the less to be welcomed into the UMUC family.

I hope I'll be able to combine my love of Soldiers with my love of teaching in a university setting. That would be great!

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

A banner day


About the time Stephen Colbert came to Baghdad (but didn't come to Mass, even though I left word with his handlers that it was an option!), I purchased a number of U.S. flags to give to family and friends as gifts, figuring I'd take them over to Al Faw Palace and ask that they be flown above that facility before I sent them home. I'd heard that the people in charge of that sort of thing would generate a rather impressive certificate to accompany each flag, indicating officially that it had been flown over the Multinational Forces - Iraq Headquarters.

Wouldn't you know, but that program was undergoing a 'transition' just at the time I showed up with my flags, so there was some confusion as to whether it would even be possible. However, SFC McG (as was his wont) worked his 'Senior NCO magic' and a very helpful (even-more-) Senior NCO from the Navy told me he'd make it happen.

As the time of our departure from theater fast approached, I'd still not heard back from the Palace about my flags. Fortunately, with a day to spare, the flags were flown and the certificates generated, and I was able to box up the boxes of flags and send them off to my parents. Each certificate was signed by the Command Sergeant Major and a General Officer.

In the neighborhood where my parents live there are (at least) two WWII Veterans who have befriended Mom and Dad. Joe is in his 90s and is also a veteran of the Korean Conflict. Andy is a bit younger (a very vigorous 88). I think they might even live right across the street from one another, just down the road from my parents.

I called my parents prior to taking the flags to the Palace because I wanted Dad to get me the full names of Joe and Andy so that I could have them inscribed on their respective certificates. Dad later told me that both men wondered why I wanted that information, as did he. They asked him to ask me what was up.

I told Dad that if I told him, I'd have to have them all killed. This was strictly on a NTK (need to know) basis.

Dad chuckled, uncomfortably.

Anyway, when I was visiting my parents recently, I presided at Mass at their parish. Andy and Joe attended, and came to the little reception afterward in the parish hall downstairs.

I made an informally formal presentation of the flag to each man that morning, being sure to thank them for their courageous and honorable service during the Second World War (and Korea). You should have seen their beaming faces.

Dad didn't hesitate to point out to Joe and Andy that the stars on the flag were embroidered into the fabric, rather than just being pieces of cloth that had been sewn on. "I'm flying the one Tim gave me outside our house right now, but will only fly it on special occasions because it's so nice," he told them.

Andy looked up and said, "Now that you know that my name is Virgil Elmer, you can see why I go by the name Andy," with a laugh. "I couldn't for the life of me figure out why you wanted to know our full names."

As he was leaving, Joe said to me, "I feel as if I'd been given this flag by the President of the United States himself," in a hushed tone.

God bless America and her Veterans.

It's a grand old flag.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, July 13, 2009

We get letters....


When I was discerning whether to seek a commission as an Army Chaplain at such and advanced age, among the myriad concerns which beset me was the fear that my background and experience would be so foreign to that of the people I would attempting to serve that they'd not find my presence and ministry helpful.

I recently received a note from a Field Grade Office who's still Down Range, in which he addressed those fears precisely:
One will always wonder what was your calling to join when you did, but I have little doubt you were told and moved out with vigor once you realized it was your calling. St Martin would be happy you did what you did - as would St Loyola himself. Somewhere along your tour here - you became a career warrior as well, and I think you will find it even more so when you are in Kosovo and your experiences are needed to be drawn upon. I think you proved to yourself in this outing that you can do just about anything. With the scope of the mission in Kosovo - I am pretty sure you are going to figure a way to challenge yourself there - and with good results coming from it.

If there was ever any doubt about your connecting with your parish - go figure that when you have a Army PSYOP officer and a Marine Infantry Colonel debating the points you brought up in a homily the day afterward - that is a sign that you connected to your audience. It does not get more diverse than that - unless you factor in you also connected to the Filipinos, NATO, and the police in there as well! That is a pretty good mark in any book - and a challenge and a half for some.
As I look back on the experience of the past year, it's good to get some unsolicited feedback from someone I respect.

I'm grateful for the opportunity to have been of service, and glad to see that I actually may have done some good over there.

Hooray for the Higher Power!

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

Outrage


I was chatting online with yet another GWOT veteran whom I've never met last night. We've been corresponding for about 18 months, I'd guess. This guy is a Staff Sergeant (SSG/E-6) in the Army National Guard who served overseas shortly after the invasion of Iraq.

He's got 15 years in uniform, and went to the V.A. to get help with PTSD and mTBI (post-traumatic stress disorder and mild traumatic brain injury) a while ago. The V.A. did what they were supposed to do, and helped this guy to see that he was having a normal reaction to an incredibly abnormal circumstance, and his issues resolved over time.

Not too long ago, during the Periodic Health Assessment (PHA) each Soldier has to complete each year, he mentioned that he'd been to the V.A. to get help.

His National Guard unit is now sending him to a medical review board in order to kick him out of the Army. He'd just gotten the paperwork from the Army on Saturday morning.

"The guys in my unit look at me as though I have the plague," he mentioned.

THIS IS AN OUTRAGE!

I am so angry I cannot see straight.

A friend of mine who's a psychiatrist at a large military medical installation here in the States where they see lots of personnel experiencing post-deployment difficulties told me that the Active Duty Army is doing a pretty good job of working to de-stigmatize a diagnosis of PTSD. "But the National Guard in many States is just way behind the power curve here, and they still effectively punish Soldiers for getting the help they deserve and need, and which can restore them to full functionality in their military mission."

Not so long ago a Lieutenant General in the Army (three stars) went public with the fact of his struggle against PTSD, an act which ought to be lauded by all concerned. But this NCO, upon being honest with his superiors about his own experience, is going to be medically discharged from the Army because his State's National Guard Bureau is living in some other century, and operating out of complete blindness and stupidity.

Instead of censuring this guy, we should be applauding him and honoring his desire to accomplish the Army's mission by ensuring that he's fully mission capable.

By this action, his State's National Guard Bureau is sending the message that it's better to pretend that nothing is wrong until such time as the Soldier either commits homicide or suicide or both.

This Soldier has fifteen good years of service, wants to continue to retirement, has had his problems resolved as the result of taking the courageous action he took to acknowledge the truth of his situation, and the National Guard is going to kick him out because of it.

Disgusting dereliction.

May God grant those jerks every good gift I could wish for myself or those I love most.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

The Ex-Cadet


We met in an airport yesterday as I was flying to visit family members.

He and I boarded the same airport tram, and he looked young and fit and was carrying an envelope with an impressive Army eagle insignia on it, and upon closer inspection, the words "Official Documents."

I guess he noticed my Army-issued assault pack (backpack), and the bright orange name tag which reads "Chaplain" and my last name, because as we were dismounting the vehicle he asked me whether I were, in fact an Army Chaplain. I said yes, and asked him if he were in the Army.

"I just left the Military Academy," he said somewhat sheepishly.

"Good!" I replied.

He looked somewhat quizzically at me.

"I must have spoken with at least five Chaplains there before I left, but the place was just not for me," he continued.

"Good!" I replied again.

He looked positively confused.

"If your heart was telling you that's not the place for you, then it's a good decision to have left, and I would suppose one that was not easily reached. Good for you! That shows courage and self-knowledge, which are to be applauded."

He managed a somewhat wan smile.

"And besides, at worst it can only be a terrible mistake!" I continued. "Mistakes -- even terrible ones -- can be dealt with. Nuclear annihilation or the end-of-all-that-is cannot. I bet there were some there at the Academy who made this out to be the equivalent (or worse) of nuclear holocaust...?"

He nodded.

"So why did you leave, then?"

"It was just too much, too soon. I'd gotten into an ROTC program at a good school, and I'm going to see if I can get back into that program, but this just wasn't right for me."

"Way to go, young man! I truly believe that God speaks to us in the inner longings of our hearts, and if your heart was telling you that this was not the right time and place for you, hooray that you had the courage and wisdom to listen to that still, small voice within you! It's *your* life, and *your* military career, so don't let anyone else try to live it for you. ROTC is a noble endeavor; my Dad went through ROTC and became an Army Officer, I'm proud to say. I myself have been involved with ROTC at the university where I teach biology, and am impressed by the caliber of the Cadets I've gotten to know. At worst, this can only be a terrible mistake!"

He smiled a genuine and relaxed smile.

We parted ways shortly after we'd met.

"Thank you, Sir. This has helped me probably more than any of the conversations I had while I was there at the Academy."

Who knew?

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, July 10, 2009

Donny


Many years ago now my path crossed that of a young man who was an ROTC Cadet. This was long before I ever imagined I would be a member of the United States Army. I was impressed by his military bearing and his natural intelligence (which means I probably wondered at why he was joining the Army -- shows you where *my* mindset was in those days, and how surprising it is that I am where I am these days!).

Over the years I lost track of where he was, but just after I was accessioned into the Army, we became reacquainted. By this time enough time had elapsed that he was out of the Army and into a profession that suited him well.

We actually met at a funeral of someone I didn't even know, as it turns out.

God is a bit weird in that way, I've found.

Like many former military, my friend had developed some rather significant substance abuse problems, and the physical changes in him were distressing, if not frightening. Heartbreaking doesn't begin to capture the experience.

One of his really good friends from his days in ROTC was there, and he was clean and sober and going to a lot of AA meetings at the time. I suspect it might have seemed as if this other guy and I were 'double-teaming' him throughout the weekend. But about a month later, my friend called to say that he was newly sober and going to AA meetings.

As can often be the case with very intellectually gifted addicts, my friend eventually slacked off on going to meetings, and began to drink again. Just before I shipped out to Iraq I spoke with him as he was struggling to regain his sobriety and serenity.

I tried to stay in touch with him as best I could throughout my deployment; there was no way for people without a government phone to call me, as my cell phone didn't work over there, so he couldn't call me. He made courageous decisions over the last year: to go into treatment, to move to a half-way house afterward (instead of returning home to wife and children), to get a 'sponsor' in AA and really follow that person's lead, to go to lots and lots of AA meetings, and to get back into even better physical condition than he'd been in when still in uniform.

He celebrated a year clean and sober this past weekend.

Hooray for the Higher Power!

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, July 09, 2009

Miguel


One of the Soldiers I've been corresponding with via modern technology has been home from a long deployment in Iraq (his second in five years, and he's a Reservist) for a few months now. It turns out that he's been sober from alcohol for a number of years, but he's having trouble with another addiction these days, which could well lead him back to drinking.

He's in a lot of pain.

I suspect it's the way the effects of his many trips outside the wire are manifesting themselves. If I'm correct, it's yet another instance of deployment stress response (I prefer that designation to "post traumatic stress disorder" since there's nothing 'disordered' about a powerful reaction to a powerfully abnormal situation).

He and I have been exchanging emails and talking on the phone since before he redeployed. Recently we were chatting by phone because he was in a lot of psychic pain, due to the consequences of his present addictive behaviors compounding (rather than relieving) the heartache of his deployment.

This Soldier has been in the military a good many years, and would seem to me to be a model Non-Commissioned Officer. It breaks my heart to hear him in so much distress, and to be powerless to change that for him. My friend Elizabeth, who goes to a lot of Al-Anon meetings would remind me that "messiah is not part of my job description."

He wanted not to be acting out in his addiction, but was afraid that day would be like any other. He was also losing faith in God, he said, because this other addiction was so difficult to overcome, as compared with his alcoholism.

I suggested that he could, in fact, give himself permission, just for that day, *not* to act out. I encouraged him to think of some other behavior(s) he could engage in which would help him to feel better about himself and his situation. The gym, perhaps? Soccer? Running? A movie? Gardening? Playing an instrument?

He responded by saying that he might go to the store and get himself some canvas and painting materials, because he'd not done any art during his deployment. That sounded like a great idea to me.

I sent him some money electronically, with a note suggesting he might use it toward his art.

While I don't have a whole lot of money (this pesky vow of poverty, don't you know?), I find that the more generous I am with what little I have, the more I have to be generous with.

What's up with *that*?

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

The colonel


After driving for three hours from Home Station to my "home of record," I met for dinner with my first Battalion Commander from the Guard, who returned from a yearlong deployment to Afghanistan while I was deployed.

Among the things we discussed was the fact that lots of people have been asking me how I've changed as a result of being deployed.

I told him I wasn't sure, exactly. It frankly seems a bit surreal that I even went to Iraq at all.

The Colonel volunteered that, as he saw me walking toward him from a block away across the parking lot, he said to himself, "Chappy walks like a Soldier now."

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Chuck


Over the past couple of years, and especially since starting this blog and being deployed to Iraq, I've developed quite a lively and rich online correspondence with U.S. military personnel far from wherever I might happen to be.

At first, it was all by email. These days, at times, we're able to use an online instant messenger service (did you know that the Army has its own internal online instant messenger?), or even talk by phone. Lately, FaceBook and MySpace have become primary venues for this sort of interaction as well.

The list keeps growing, the longer I'm in uniform.

Because of this blog, I've become acquainted with Soldiers and their families whom I've never even met in person (yet). It's been a delight, and an awesome responsibility.

For some reason, more and more Veterans who've been through the wringer of war have been chatting with me online. Perhaps it's the anonymity of the internet (though I do know the names of most of them), or the personal security of vulnerability at a distance. I'm not sure.

But even with the geographical separation and the lack of having met in person, something good happens.

For both of us.

For example, one young man (I'll call him Chuck) whom I'd never known before contacted me via email quite some time ago. He was in the process of separation from the military after many years of courageous and honorable service, and two combat deployments to Iraq. Like many Veterans of the Global War on Terrorism (or whatever we're calling it these days), he had been wounded in combat -- both physically and psychically.

When we started our correspondence, he was drinking heavily and taking rather large doses of medication for pain. He was very depressed, and I feared for his safety. Jobless, living alone, wrangling a seemingly uncaring and uncompromising V.A. Hospital system, facing the immanent break-up of yet another relationship, he fought the demons of his past and present, alone.

It broke my heart.

I'm grateful that my friends who go to a lot of Al-Anon meetings have kept reminding me -- about every aspect of my life -- that "messiah" is not part of my job description.

That's a very painful lesson to learn, and it's taking me a lifetime to learn it!

Chuck and I began to speak by phone, tentatively at first, and then almost daily. For more than eighteen months we communicated via technology, having never met in person.

Slowly Chuck began to move away from the dark place which had almost engulfed him. Over the past three years now, he's overcome much of the agoraphobia which held him hostage to Iraq and a prisoner of his fears and resentments. I tried to speak with him from Iraq as often as I could (the time difference was a real pain!), and we emailed each other several times a week.

He's managed to rejoin society and has found an interest which captivates his attention and may grow into a rewarding career. Chuck still experiences frustration with a V.A. system fraught with delay and dereliction of duty. He still struggles against physical and psychic pain, soldiering ever onward in the midst of wounds still in need of healing, but with a lighter heart and a more hopeful spirit.

I'd hoped to be able to visit him after my deployment to Iraq ended, but with only a few days before having to report in for the train-up for Kosovo, that's just not to be.

I expect we'll continue to email one another, and I'll call whenever I can from Kosovo, and someday we'll find ourselves in the same place at the same time.

Until then, I'll keep praying, and ask that you do, too.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, July 06, 2009

And you thought you had a bad day?


On an otherwise ordinary day Down Range quite a while ago, not far from where my CHU was, an enemy rocket landed directly on another CHU. One can see what the CHUs are supposed to look like in the photo below, as well as what happened to the unit that was hit. (Click to enlarge any of the photos.)


In this next photo, it's clear that the roof has been removed by the blast, and that the Soldier's television was almost completely obliterated by the force of the impact and explosion. (This shot is looking from what's left of the back wall into the unit.)

This next view, from the front looking in, gives an insight into the damage, as well as the proximity of this unit to my own. I was in 705B. The air conditioner has been blown out of its location next to the doorway.

Here's another view from the front looking inward through what used to be the front door (note that the door is no longer present).

The wall of CHU 609B, directly behind the unit that was hit by the rocket, was sprayed with shrapnel which caused significant damage to the inside of that unit. You can get a sense of how far the shrapnel traveled by looking back at the first photo in this series. There was no one in the CHU that was hit at the time the rocket landed; its occupant had left perhaps five minutes earlier. No one was seriously wounded in the attack, thank God.

And you thought *you* were having a bad day?

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

Star Jasmine

I rented a vehicle in Sacramento in order to get all my stuff home to the Bay Area on Friday, after we'd finished with our paperwork at Home Station. SFC McG and his wife drove off north on their way home, and I headed east briefly so I could meet up with a friend who goes to a lot of AA and Al-Anon meetings, Mary O. She moved to the Sierra Nevada mountains from the Bay Area a few years ago and we met up in Roseville to have lunch.

It was great to see her, and to catch up on what's gone on over the past year.

After lunch I drove west and south to the Bay Area, while the traffic on Interstate 80 headed east (toward Lake Tahoe) was a parking lot for miles and miles and miles. Good thing many people had the day off, because the traffic in my direction was light and moved along steadily!

By the time I neared home, it was supper time, and when I was about 45 minutes out, I got a phone call from my first Battalion Commander in the Guard, who wanted to know whether I was free to have a meal with his family. They were on the road themselves, but were about as far from their home as I was, so we'd be able to meet up without much delay.

I got there a little before they did, so I went to a coffee shop to get a vanilla smoothie. As I got out of the car, I smelled the star jasmine (Jasminum multiflorum) that was growing outside the shop. It was nearing the end of its blooming season, but still gave off its powerful and lovely fragrance.

It was a surprise and a delight.

It meant I was truly home.Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, July 04, 2009

Independence


SFC McG and I discovered on Thursday morning -- after we'd lugged all of our gear to the Transportation office and basically had an old-fashioned 'sit-in' there -- that we had missed the flight the Transpo people had booked us on for the day before.

No one had let us know of the reservations, despite our having written down our cell phone numbers for the NCO who had taken our other information on Wednesday. No one could find our cell phone numbers on Thursday morning.

Oh, and I forgot to mention that the reservations that we'd missed had us leaving for California from South Carolina, though we were in Mississippi.

While we waited for our tickets, we returned to the headquarters building to get our orders amended (because otherwise we'd have lost a day of leave),. Fortunately for us, there weren't many other Soldiers going through admin stuff Thursday morning, so it didn't take very long.

We loaded our gear onto a school bus around 1100 hours, for the one-hour trip to Gulfport. Because of a problem with that vehicle it took us about 90 minutes to get there, however. It turns out that we had nine pieces of luggage to check, when the airlines would only check four per passenger, so I was able to consolidate a rucksack and tough box (bringing the latter to the limit of 99 pounds!), so we got all our gear checked to Sacramento.

SFC McG and I wore our Stetsons as we deplaned in Sacramento late Thursday night -- but we neglected to get any photos! Rats. The Battalion Commander and Command Sergeant Major, as well as one of the First Sergeants from our parent unit were there to greet us. So was a Chaplain (and his family) and Chaplain Assistant (and his wife) from the State Chaplain's office.

More importantly, though, SFC McG's wife and parents were there to greet him. Hooray!

They drove back up north to their home for the night, about 90 minutes away or so. The Guard got me a room at a hotel near the Armory where SFC McG and I had to turn in gear and do some paperwork on Friday.

It's great to be back in California!

Independence on Independence Day.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, July 03, 2009

Scotty, beam us up!


Three nights ago SFC McGee and I played hooky from Summer Camp with my parents. They drove the two of us down to Gulfport so that we could meet up with my friend Stan who lives in New Orleans and who drove over to rendezvous with us. My parents adopted him as their fourth son while Stan and I were in the Jesuit Novitiate more than 30 years ago.

We drove along the coastline looking for someplace to eat, but to no avail. The damage from Hurricane Katrina to coastal businesses -- especially restaurants -- seems largely to have gone unrepaired, unfortunately for the locals. We finally ended up at a seafood restaurant not too far from the Gulfport Airport, and had a great dinner.

Since we'd met up with Stan in the parking lot of a Home Depot there in Gulfport, SFC McG went inside the store to see if he could find whether the wife of one of the Soldiers we'd befriended in Iraq worked there, but to no avail. Perhaps it wasn't the correct Home Depot. Rats.

Early Wednesday morning SFC McG and I showed up to have our PPD (tuberculosis) skin tests read so we could finish the medical outprocessing in about 20 minutes and get on our way. Our hope was that by getting that test out of the way as early as possible, we could then complete the rest of the remaining paperwork quickly, get our plane tickets, and blow that pop-stand by mid-day.

Instead, after we finished with the PPD test, we found there were about forty Soldiers already waiting in line ahead of us at one of the other medical buildings when we went to finish our medical outprocessing. That building, though new, is not spacious enough to accommodate large groups, so we waited outside. As the day was already quite warm (southern Mississippi in July, after all) at 0700 hours, the time spent outside on the bleachers behind the building seemed longer than it probably was.

I found a few flowers to photograph along the edge of the woods behind the building, and then read "The Soul of Sponsorship" (about Fr. Ed Dowling, SJ, the Jesuit who befriended Bill W., the co-founder of AA, and then served as his mentor, sponsor, spiritual director, and friend until Dowling's death in 1960) which my friend Stan had given me the night before. It's an easy and interesting read, and helped the time to pass more quickly.

SFC McG, bless him, was reading "Theology and Social Theory" by John Milbank, of which I've written a couple of times (and not with great affection, to say the least!). I admire his thirst for knowledge and his inquisitive spirit.

Upon finishing up our medical stuff, each of us picked up a prescription at the pharmacy (a couple of blocks away by foot), closed out our paperwork in yet another building, and went to the Transportation office to request flights home. The seemingly helpful young Sergeant took down our information, got our cell phone numbers, and told us we'd be contacted when the reservations were ticketed.

It was not quite 1000 hours at this point (two hours later than we'd hoped), but we still actually believed we might get out of Dodge by mid-to-late afternoon Wednesday.

1700 hours rolled around, and we'd still not heard anything, much to our chagrin. I especially felt bad for SFC McG because Mrs SFC McG was waiting in California to meet him, and they had been exchanging calls and text messages all day in anticipation of their planned reunion Wednesday night.

Once it became clear that we *weren't* going to get home Wednesday, we decided that Thursday morning we'd load all of our stuff into a vehicle and arrive back at the Transpo office at 0700, offload our bags at that office, and not leave until we were outta there.

When I mentioned this plan to my Dad Wednesday night, he said, approvingly, "That sounds like a course of action SFC McG probably came up with."

Correct, as usual.

I was more than ready to get home. Scotty, beam us up!

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ


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Thursday, July 02, 2009

Restraint of pen and tongue


It seems as though there are a lot of military-types who come through Summer Camp. Yesterday I heard that one person was on Post with whom I've had some issues in the past.

Friends of mine who go to a lot of AA and Al-Anon meetings have told me that Bill W., the co-founder of AA with Dr. Bob S., wrote somewhere that "Nothing pays off like restraint of pen and tongue."

I've always found that hard to believe, quite frankly.

But I decided to exercise some of that yesterday when our paths crossed.

You see, when I was in the process of seeing whether I could get a commission in the Army as a Chaplain at my advanced age, and without prior military experience, a couple of "interest groups" (shall we call them?) got into a tug-of-war over me.

The skirmishes escalated to a point such that a very, very high-ranking individual got involved and made a decision in favor of one of the parties involved, to the exclusion of the other. This was not very good news for me, as it meant many hassles, more paperwork, and two missed trips to Asia that summer.

It also meant having to travel across the country to go to the Military Entrance Processing Station (MEPS), when I can see the local one from my home of record!

Rather than rehash here a rather frustrating experience, suffice it to note that the individual I mentioned above wound up publishing an order (almost four months after I'd been commissioned) which would have reduced me in rank to a First Lieutenant (1LT) , simply because the individual was upset that I'd been commissioned as a Captain (CPT).

That person and I had never met at that point, and had only spoken by phone once (the day the person discovered I'd been brought in as a CPT). I didn't find out about the reduction-in-rank order until months later when I just happened to be examining my files on one military site on the web I'd never visited before.

That order hadn't taken effect because of poor timing on the individual's part, it seems, so the reduction in rank never took place (well, at least not yet!), but it's still in my official file, which is more than a little annoying.

Upon hearing the person was spotted on Post, I really had hoped that we'd not wind up in the same place at the same time, but alas! that was not to be.

Instead, as it became clear that I'd have to speak to the individual, I prayed: God bless this person with every good gift I could wish for myself or those I love most.

Because of that prayer, I believe, I remained courteous and perhaps even cordial. I chose deliberately not to mention anything associated with my accessions process or the person's actions subsequent to my commissioning.

I guess Bill W. was correct after all.

Nothing pays off like restraint of pen and tongue: I didn't say or do anything untoward, unbecoming, or unkind.

Hooray for the Higher Power (as friends of mine who go to a lot of AA and Al-Anon meetings say)!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Connectivity


As was the case last summer here at Summer Camp, access to the internet is tough, and involves computers which have all sorts of dire warnings pop up on the screen indicating that any one of a number of worms, viruses, bots have been detected but not cleared from the machine. (It’s clearly an effort to get someone to pay for virus protection, so I’m not sure whether the infections are really there, but would rather not take the chance.)

Moreover, there are lots of Junior Enlisted personnel who are trying to use those computers during the time when I’m free to use them, so I’d rather not make it even more difficult for them to stay connected with their friends and relatives.

I’ll just wind up having to post this and other updates at a later time.

It’s great to be back in the U.S., and to see my parents who drove a long way over several days to be here so they could thank SFC McG in person for bringing me back safely.

(I think they were more interested in seeing him than me, quite frankly....)

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ


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Accommodations


Everybody in the National Guard coming back from a year in Iraq (and Afghanistan, it would seem) has to take a tuberculin skin test. They’re not particularly painful; they’re just annoying in that the test is administered (subcutaneously) one day and the results are read 48 hours later.

This means at least three days at the demobilization site.

SFC McG and I have wound up in the same room here at Summer Camp as we’d had last year, and it’s now looking as though we were trend-setters in that regard. There had been another Chaplain Detachment team that had showed up shortly after we arrived last year, and they were housed for a month in the barracks with the other Soldiers going through the mobilization process (forty bunks to each room).

Not surprisingly, they were more than a bit annoyed that SFC McG and I had our own room in a quiet building somewhat off the beaten path.

Those other guys were told that it was a mistake that SFC McG and I were placed in that building, that it had happened because I arrived on 03JUL08 after everyone who knew better had left, and that a Major who was working the desk that night had overstepped his authority in placing us there.

But that they weren’t going to move us.

This year, that other Unit Ministry Team has been housed in that same building with us as they demobilize at the same time we are. Another UMT that’s in the process of mobilizing for a year Down Range has also been placed in our building.

So much for SFC McG and I having been put there last year by mistake, I guess! We were just the vanguard of the new way of doing things.

Last year, though, he and I at least had a small electric fan I’d brought with me, seeing as the air conditioning in that building doesn’t work so well. This year, it is sauna time pretty much all hours of the day and night, with the air barely moving.

The other UMT is a bit disconcerted by that fact.

Be careful what you pray for, I guess!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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