Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Year's Eve Day


This is the thirty-first year in a row I've awakened sober on New Year's Eve morning.

I fully expect tomorrow will have me seeing my thirty-first still-sober New Year's Day....

A happy, safe, and sane New Year's Eve to you!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Class photo


My friend Tom W, who's a hopeless alcoholic who's been sober for 34 years or something, claims that I'm "easily distracted by sparkly things."

I resemble that remark.

I'd meant to get a class photo from the ethics course I'm teaching this semester here in Kosovo, and had planned to snap one while we were out for dinner last week. Bad move on my part, seeing as several of the students weren't able to attend that class.


Now a couple of them are on leave, and one will have re-deployed back to the States by the time the ones on leave are back.

I *knew* I should have done the photo earlier in the semester! Damn all those sparkly things!!

So we took a photo of those of us who were there last night.

Pretty handsome bunch, eh?

And integrated, too!

Did you notice the Airman in the group?

New Year's blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

What a blast


When then-SFC McG and I were in Iraq, we'd hear the EOD folks (explosive ordnance disposal) detonate stuff from time to time. There'd usually be a prior warning, delivered over the base loudspeaker, which in that case always rendered whatever was spoken into it absolutely unintelligible.

In my limited military experience, that seems to be fairly common.

Why even bother?

One difference between being Down Range and being here (besides not being shot at, bombed, or IED'd here) is that voices projected over the loudspeaker here actually can be understood. Before EOD here sets off their detonations they announce them, in several languages. The sound quality of those P.A. system warnings is so good that I can even understand the French version.

Who knew?

Not long ago they gave the warning, so I grabbed my camera and tried to capture the experience, at least in part, for posterity. I considered taking a video of the event(s), but decided against it, suspecting my little camera would not be able to record the "boom" adequately enough.

Also unlike being Down Range, we're close enough to the EOD range here to feel the concussion after the blast.

That day, they set off multiple detonations, in fairly rapid succession.

I'd not heard anything that loud, or felt shock waves like those since I was Down Range.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, December 28, 2009

Another Christmas miracle


One of the aspects of being here that's been surprisingly difficult, as compared with my deployment to Iraq, has been the fact that I never seem to run into people here who go to a lot of AA and Al-Anon meetings. Perhaps because there were two 12-Step meetings per week on the base where I lived Down Range, I was forever bumping into personnel who went to those meetings.

There's just something about those people.

Whenever I'm around them, I always get a better perspective on what's going on in my own life. Hearing them share their experience, strength, and hope helps me to find, maintain, and improve a sense of gratitude, no matter what's going on.

I guess that must be because AA and Al-Anon are spiritual programs. One of my friends who goes to a lot of those meetings claims that if I'm able to be grateful in the midst of whatever's happening, that's a good indication of spiritual health.

The attitude is gratitude, I guess.

Anyway, on Boxing Day afternoon, I was just about to leave my office to try to get a nap (it had already been a long couple of days, and I still had more liturgies to do before the weekend would be over), and I heard a knock at my door.

A civilian worker, who just arrived a short time ago, came to ask me whether I, as Chaplain, would know where he could find an AA meeting. I laughed and said something flippant about "those meetings" and then mentioned that I have been sober for thirty years, and he smiled a wan smile and said, "Ah, you've never taken a drink, eh?"

Sheesh.

He mistook my attempt at humor for a negative judgment on recovery programs, and figured I wasn't much older than thirty. That first mistake was understandable (my 'humor' is an acquired taste, I guess); the second wasn't.

We cleared up the confusion, smoothed over the ruffled feathers, and established that just in the last week I'd begun speaking with someone who was concerned about a pattern of addictive behavior, even over here, and that I'd be able to introduce them to each other. I offered my office as a place for them to get together later this week, as a prelude to getting one of those meetings going here on Post.

Thus it looks as though I might, in fact, be able to encounter folks over here who go to those meetings after all. Hooray for the Higher Power!

How *did* Santa know just what to get me for Christmas this year? I have been so busy during the last three months that I forgot to write him....

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

Holy Family Sunday


The Sunday between Christmas and New Year's Day (if there is one) is "Holy Family Sunday" in my religious tradition. Every third year, the Gospel reading retells the story of the almost-teenaged Jesus being "lost" for a weekend.

I just love that story.

One might think his parents would have been just a tad, I don't know, *overprotective* of this child, what with angels and shepherds and Magi and astral phenomena and that sort of thing. At least, *I* could imagine myself reacting that way to those happenings.

And yet his parents lose him. For a whole day, they figure he's off with relatives, probably doing normal almost-teenaged-boy things. (Is there such a category, though?)

Once they discover they can't find him, they race back to Jerusalem and hunt for him. For a couple of days. To no avail.

Finally, "on the third day," they show up at 'church' -- well, their equivalent of it, anyway. They *finally* go to the Temple, I would suppose, to pray.

It's taken them three days to get to church, in a crisis. Of course, as the story goes, that's where he's been all along.

And then his mother blames *him* ("Why have YOU done THIS to US???" Can't you just see her wagging her finger at him?) -- as if the parents had nothing at all to do with the potentially dire, and even perhaps, life-threatening situation.

Ah, parents!

Perhaps because of the frontal attack, or perhaps because he was a normal almost-teenaged boy (is there such a creature?), Jesus responds in a typically teenaged, bratty way (I figure it was the Ancient Near East equivalent of, "Chill, Dudes! What's the problem?").

That's the Holy Family. A pretty goofy family, if you ask me.

Goofiness is no bar against holiness. Hooray!

This is really good news for anyone whose own family might be characterized in the slightest as being a bit "off," shall we say.

This year I was especially delighted to realize that it had taken Mary and Joseph three whole days to get to the place of prayer while they were in the midst of their upset and anxiety.

When all else fails, follow directions, eh?

It's nice to know we're all cut from the same cloth!

Christmas blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

A Polish Christmas


Each weekend since arriving here I've concelebrated Mass with the Soldiers from Poland who are part of the multinational forces here. I don't speak any Polish, and by watching the liturgical texts on the altar during Mass, I've at least begun to have some sense of how to pronounce some words.

It's amazing to me just how many consonants can be strung together and then vocalized.

The Polish Soldiers showed up to bring in a too-large (real) Christmas tree just as we were about to begin our Christmas Eve Mass. They also carried in a bale of hay, and the makings of what looked to be a rather large Christmas creche.

While my friends and I were at Midnight Mass off-Post, the Polish Soldiers had their Midnight Mass in our Post Chapel. Christmas morning, the Chapel was filled with U.S. and Polish Soldiers as we celebrated Mass together. They had set up their creche, and the large tree in the back smelled like Christmas when I was a child. The Poles always have their national Colors in the sanctuary, though in a more prominent place than we usually have ours.

That was the second time in nine hours that I concelebrated Mass in a language (Polish, Albanian) I do not speak, read, write, or understand.

Good thing the message of Christmas joy isn't limited by linguistic ineptitude on my part!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, December 25, 2009

A tiny Christmas miracle


I wrote a while ago about the problems that we were having getting the contract renewed for our keyboardist. His old contract was scheduled to run out on Monday.

And did.

Without that contract, Mr. H could no longer gain access to Post. This would mean no music accompaniment for Mass and other religious services.

Mr. H's new contract was signed on Wednesday afternoon, but he couldn't get badged for renewed access until Thursday, Christmas Eve. SSG L did a yeoman's service in following up on all the loose ends that needed following up over the past few weeks in order to make this happen.

I found out on my way to Christmas Eve Mass that it took a one-star General somewhere in Europe to rescue Mr. H's contract from the desk where it had languished for a month and a half.

We sang *lots* of Christmas Carols both last night and at Mass this morning. Thank you, General, for your wonderful Christmas gift to the personnel here in Kosovo!

Merry Christmas!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Christmas Eve


Last night I took a bunch of Soldiers to Midnight Mass out in a city about an hour's drive from here. It was another awesome experience. I didn't get many photos, because I forgot to give my camera out to someone to use.

They have a wonderful creche, made from mosses and other natural elements; someone spent a long time crafting it.

As with the Mass on the feast of St. Nicholas, I couldn't understand much of what was being spoken and sung during Mass, but liturgy is liturgy, so I knew what was going on.

The church building is a marvel. It's octagonal inside, with a domed ceiling. Adorning all the walls and the ceiling are quite wonderful frescoes, depicting Biblical scenes, as well important events in the life of the Kosovo Albanian Catholics.

The choir, which consisted of young adults, sang beautifully, under the direction of a very energetic young religious Sister.

I guess that would make her a Nun Catholic.



As Mass was ending, the reverential atmosphere was shattered by a huge explosion, and then another, and another.

Had I not been expecting this, it would have been much more disconcerting than it turned out to be. It seems as though these good people really like to celebrate Christmas, and one of their traditions (besides the drinking of what I guess would be a kind of mulled wine -- though of course I did not try any!) is to have a rather ambitious fireworks display after Midnight Mass.

It was easy to tell which of our Soldiers had been Down Range in a place where explosions were NOT a good thing. I found myself very grateful not to have to hit the deck and hope nothing above me was going to come crashing down.

I'd never celebrated Christmas Eve in this fashion before!

Christmas blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ


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Thursday, December 24, 2009

A night on the town


Last night I took my ethics class out to dinner "on the economy," as they say in the Army. I signed out a van and drove us to a restaurant that's about a half-hour away by car (and perhaps 15 kilometers as the crow flies).

We all brought our text books with us, so we conducted class at the dinner table. Fortunately for us, there weren't many others in the establishment, so it wasn't overly smoky. It's very disconcerting to meet with key religious leaders in coffee shops that are so filled with cigarette smoke that my eyes begin to water almost immediately upon entering the place!

The food was great, and the service was excellent.

A good time was had by all, and we even managed to get some work done!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Chicken with cat soup


Last night, my Rent-A-Chaplain Assistant, SSG L, and I went to a fancy dinner off-Post at which I was supposed to give an Invocation. It was a rainy and cold evening -- just cold enough to make the ice everywhere really slick. The cleats for my boots arrived, and none too soon!


Driving is always an adventure over here. It's even more of a rush at night, when the weather's bad. For one thing, the roads are very narrow, often serpentine, and the Kosovar drivers are completely crazed. For another, the locals around here have the fashion sense of Goth kids. Their completely dark clothing, worn at night as they walk narrow, completely dark streets, coupled with the predictably unpredictable drivers, makes for quite a night-time sojourn!

Into that mix, add in barnyard and domestic animals, as well as the odd woodland critter, crossing the road in the dark, and you get an idea of our trip to the restaurant last night. At one point a small black and white cat darted across the road, and only SSG L's expertise behind the wheel prevented disaster.

There are often chickens, cows, and sheep on the roads.

The darkness quite effectively hides the pedestrians, but not the trash, along the roadsides. This is a very beautiful country, as I've mentioned before, except for the trash. It's especially disconcerting to see the chickens foraging for food among the trash on the sides of the roads.

The drive up the hill to the restaurant was treacherous because of the ice. The restaurant overlooks a large valley, and probably has a spectacular view in the daytime. Because there's so little "light pollution" in the valley, we couldn't see much from the dining room. Because of the rain, there wasn't any moonlight, either.

As with so many other places I've been to over here, the restaurant was an ice box inside. The proprietor had the heat on, such as it was, but with a wall of single-paned windows, and no insulation in the ceiling, the room remained frigid throughout dinner. SSG L and I were the last two people at the table to get served the soup.

Actually, SSG L was the last person to get soup. I was just about finished with mine by the time he was finally served.

As I was eating the chicken noodle soup (which was actually pretty good, and wonderfully hot) I couldn't help but say to SSG L, "Wow! I can taste the plastic bag this chicken ate yesterday." He looked very puzzled. "You know, all those chickens eating trash on the side of the road? You know, I can detect only a hint of road kiil in the broth. Delicious!"

By this time, SSG L's own soup had finally arrived.

He took a couple of tentative tastes, and I asked, "Isn't that a lovely aroma? Can't you just taste the road kill?"

He smiled sheepishly.

"Remember the cat earlier this evening? I hope you enjoy your 'chicken with cat soup', Sar'nt."

He put down his spoon, and didn't finish the soup, for some reason.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

In the bleak midwinter


Last night at 1847 hours here in Kosovo, the winter solstice occurred. It's been very cold here (at least as compared to the temperatures I experienced last year at this time in Iraq), and we have a lot of snow and ice on the ground here.

We're supposed to be getting cleats for our boots so that we'll be able to navigate over the ice more securely. I hope they come soon!

Word is, though, that it will warm up before Christmas, so despite all the snow and ice at the moment, we're probably not going to have a White Christmas.

All other things being equal, I actually prefer palm trees.

We had some palm trees in Iraq that were decorated with Christmas lights.

Ah, for the good old days!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, December 21, 2009

Wal-Mart sees the light.... sort of


Stars and Stripes, the "independent news source for the U.S. Military community," as they call themselves, had an article last week (17DEC09) in which they documented that Wal-Mart charged as much as *five times* for shipping a $120 order to a military APO/FPO address as to a "stateside" address.

What most people don't realize is that an APO/FPO address IS "stateside"!

The Army or Navy then takes possession of the mail/package and covers the cost of transporting it to the Service Member wherever he or she might be in the world.

Wal-Mart's actions in this regard represent the most cynical kind of exploitation of Service Members and their families imagineable.

Today, Stars and Stripes is reporting that Wal-Mart, which has staunchly refused their requests for interviews, has issued an email in which they announce a change in their shipping policies such that items sent to APO/FPO addresses from now on will be charged the same amount of shipping as to any other "stateside" address.

Target, by contrast, recently had *free* shipping of items to APO/FPO addresses, in time for Christmas. They do not charge extra at other times for shipping to APO/FPO addresses.

Wal-Mart seems to have come around somewhat (this 'enlightenment' coincides with the end of Chanukah, interestingly...), but I suggest they have a way to go yet.

Many thanks to Target and other retailers for *really* supporting our OCONUS (Outside the CONtinental U.S.) troops in this small but significant manner!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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A triumph for the bean counters


Evidently someone in Europe read my blog post a while ago about how our predecessors here failed to pay the bill for the music books and Missalletes we use at Catholic Mass, which meant that we had no Advent or Christmas music. Shortly thereafter, my boss received a note which mentioned that someone Down Range had wound up with more of exactly those books than could be used there. Would we like some?

That music arrived on Wednesday morning. Hooray!

Therefore, this past weekend we were able to sing Advent hymns, and this Thursday night and Friday we'll be able to sing Christmas hymns, as well -- though perhaps without any piano accompaniment.

My sincerest thanks to all who made this music possible, and especially to Fr. McD!

Saturday evening, as I was practicing "O Holy Night" with our accompanist, I learned that his contract expires this morning, because some bean counter is annoyed that he's being paid for two practices each week, in addition to the services he plays.

As a consequence, his contract renewal has been languishing in the abyss of red-tape for quite some time. A really LONG time.

Sigh.

One of the practices he's being paid to play is with the cantors for the Saturday and Sunday Catholic Masses. Lately, I've been trying to sing something as a Communion meditation at each Mass, so I've been practicing them with him after the cantors are finished.

Last week I sang "Bist Du Bei Mir" (once attributed, wrongly, to J.S. Bach); this week it was "O Holy Night," for example.

Neither of those pieces lends itself to being sung a cappella.

The other practice he conducts is for the Multicultural Gospel service. The keyboard is an important mainstay of the music program for that worship community.

The music he plays at that service has very little (read: zero) overlap with the music he plays at each of the Masses.

Evidently, this is hard to comprehend on the part of the people who approve contracts, so failing a miracle today, both the Catholic Community and the Gospel Community will be without a keyboardist starting tomorrow. Christmas Eve is Thursday evening... not that there's any rush, or anything.

We'll have sheet music, at least, and will forge ahead, no matter what.

After all, "Stille Nacht" (Silent Night) was composed on-the-fly one Christmas when the organ wasn't working (though I doubt anything even narrowly approximating that stroke of genius will occur in an absence of keyboard music here!).

Happy Fourth Week of Advent!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Celebrating Chaplain Assistants


Next week the Army will celebrate the 100th anniversary of the Chaplain Assistant (56M) as its own Military Occupational Specialty (MOS). We gathered together as many Chaplain Assistants as we could, and threw them a party recently.

As so often has happened recently, just before I left to go to the feast, I was grabbed by a Soldier who told me rather breathlessly that another Soldier needed help. I sent SPC C on his way with the vehicle (it was snowing like crazy, with a strong north wind blowing -- ugh), and I stayed behind to speak with an obviously distraught young man.

A bit later I received a phone call from someone who sounded rather annoyed: "Why aren't you here?" the voice demanded.

(Didn't someone once caution about trying to serve two masters?)

I eventually trudged over to the other side of Post, and found myself very grateful for Gore-Tex jacket, boots, and socks. It was nasty out! In fact, it was so nasty out I thought I'd just leave it out.

By the time I got to the other DFAC, everyone at the party had finished not only their dinner, but their dessert as well.

I went through the serving line in the chow hall and brought my food back into the room just in time for the 'formal' part of the event. The two Command Sergeants Major who showed up (though more were invited) were each presented with a Chaplain Corps regimental coin by Soldiers from their units, and each of the Chaplain Assistants was given a small gift on behalf of the Command Chaplain.

You might notice what looks to be beer bottles on the table; they're non-alcoholic, since we're not permitted to drink alcohol while deployed to this place. I don't often think about that prohibition, one way or another, since I'm not drinking, one day at a time (as my friends who go to a lot of those AA and Al-Anon meetings would say).

SPC C was about to meet up with his new bride, so he's grown his hair out (insofar as that's possible in the Army, of course); he told me she'd kill him if he arrived bald-headed.

(I, of course, was saddened by this turn of events, but understanding. I never could convince then-SFC McG to adopt *my* hairstyle while we were in Iraq, so about of month of it from SPC C is progress.)

My sincerest thanks to MSG McG and SPC C for their service as Chaplain Assistants, especially as we approach the centenary of 56M as an MOS!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

The Eighth Night


It's hard to believe that the eight nights of candle-lighting are over. Chanukah went by rather quickly, it seemed, this year. Or maybe I was just more aware of it for some reason.

In any event, my young friend was not able to come by, but another Soldier asked if he could participate, so I had him read the prayers in transliteration. Afterward, he wanted me to snap a photo of him so he could send it home to his wife (I think to prove that he'd actually been there).

I obliged, of course.

May light continue to dispel whatever darkness cloud your vision and shroud your path.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, December 18, 2009

While strolling through the park one day


SPC C and I were outside the gate recently, and we happened upon a sight I'd heard of, but hadn't seen before.

It was dedicated the same day our Transfer of Authority took place, I believe.

The statue itself is over eight feet tall.

The people here -- the ethnic Albanians, anyway -- just LOVE Americans, and really love him.

In fact, most of the locals here are so enamored of the U.S., that SPC C and I have driven through some small villages over here where there were more American flags flying than there would be in a comparable neighborhood in many American cities.

Odd, that.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Popular piety


Here is a link to a short video clip of the interior Christmas lights at the Church of the Black Madonna this past week. A few children were leading the praying of the Rosary while we were there, which can be heard in the background.

The twinkling lights are too sweet for words, but not exactly what I'd have done....

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Christmas almsgiving


SPC C and I were back at the Church of the Black Madonna recently, and spoke with the pastor (through our interpreter, Mr. A, of course) about Christmas activities in his parish. It was pretty eye-opening.

For one thing, though this didn't come up in that particular conversation, but in another I had last week, the average Kosovar adult -- who has a job -- earns 242 Euros per month. That's under $400 US.

The parish pastor told us that he's been busy bringing gifts to the neediest of his parishioners: a cooked chicken, some firewood, and some small toys if there are children in the household. There are twenty families who are so poor they're squatting in bombed-out houses from the war that ended more than ten years ago.

More than that, though, there are scores of Muslim refugees from other parts of the Balkans who have moved into the geographical area of his parish, and many of them are so poor, he and his parish have been helping them out, too.

When our interpreter heard this, he was visibly moved.

As we were taking our leave of the place, Mr. A leaned over to me and whispered, "Sir, is there any way you could help him out the way you helped out those other two priests?" I was surprised by the angst in his voice, and the tentativeness of his request.

I told Mr. A I'd see what I could do.

I'd been to the ATM the day before, so I later slipped the priest the Euros I had in my pocket.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Getting in the spirit


Last year, when then-SFC McG and I were in Iraq, we shared a big office with several other people. It wasn't, therefore, *our* space.

We did a bit of decorating for Christmas, but it just didn't seem very effective.

This year, SPC C and I have our own (tiny!) office, and so I decided I would do what I could to brighten things up.

If you look closely in the window, you might be able to see the electric candelabra which I was lighting in honor of Chanukah.


Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Third Sunday of Advent


Yesterday was "Gaudete" (pronounced gow-DAY-tay) Sunday, the Third Sunday of Advent. Gaudete is the first word in Latin from the introit for that liturgy. "Gaudete in Domino semper, iterum dico gaudete..." (Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I say, rejoice....)

For anyone familiar with an Advent Wreath (three purple candles and one pink one), it's the Sunday on which the pink candle is lighted.

The priest has the option to wear rose-colored vestments, instead of the traditional purple ones (or Sarum blue, if Anglican or Lutheran).


Fortunately for me, this place has no rose-colored vesture! I've been in some places that have simply hideous, embarrassingly-shaded 'rose' vestments, that felt even worse to wear than they looked. Ugh.


So it was "Rose Sunday" and as I left my room to walk to the shower in the morning, I was greeted with a simply spectacular sunrise. It wasn't exactly rose-colored, but it was much redder than normal.

I grabbed my camera, took a few shots of the horizon, as well as the door to my room (I found a wreath to hang on it), and then continued on with my morning. It was decidedly too cold to be standing around outside in a terrycloth robe and flip-flops!

Gaudete in Domino semper, iterum dico gaudete!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


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Sunday, December 13, 2009

Lights in the darkness


It's been a busy weekend so far, and my day today is not over yet. Last night I concelebrated Mass with the Polish Soldiers who are here; I still can't pronounce most of the words I see in their Sacramentary! I don't know anything of what the priest is saying when he gives his homily.

There's been quite a bit of that on this deployment so far.

I then celebrated Mass for English-speakers. It was the Fiesta de la Santisima Virgen de Guadalupe in addition to being the Third Sunday of Advent. Our Lady of Guadalupe is the Patroness of the Americas, and her feast day is a time of great celebration in certain parts of the Western Hemisphere.

I've always been amused by the story of the Mexican nobody, Juan Diego, attempting to convince a European bishop in 1531 that he'd been visited by the Virgin Mary herself. Not even bringing the bishop blooming roses when the whole locale was covered in snow was enough to convince him -- until the roses fell to the ground, revealing a multicolored image of a woman seemingly woven into the fabric of the poor man's tilma, or garment.

That image is the famous representation of the Virgin of Guadalupe that's so recognizable hundreds of years later.

What shocked the bishop perhaps more than the image itself, was that the woman depicted therein looked like one of the locals -- and not like some Northern European goddess, as she had been portrayed often until that time (and since).

That just seems deliciously subversive to me somehow.

This morning I celebrated Mass (in English), went to lunch in the DFAC (dining facility), and then hoped to get a nap, but life had other plans, and I spent some time with a person who was in a lot of pain and decided to take the risk of sharing it with someone (me).

By the time I finished with all that, the sun was setting, so I came back to my office, hoping to meet up with my young friend so we could light three candles on the menorah together, before I have to go off to meet with the folks from the Knights of Columbus and the Rite for Christian Initiation of Adults.

By the time that's over with, I'll be ready for bed!

The candles of the menorah are supposed to burn for at least 30 minutes, so when my friend didn't show, I lighted the candles for him, and for all who are unable to do so themselves. The Hebrew prayers were a bit easier tonight, as the rhythm of the language is coming back to me after so many years of desuetude.

It has been good to sit in silence while the candles burn down for the last half-hours, and to put my reflections on the day into the words you've been reading.

Now that the last of the candles is about to extinguish itself, it's time to move out into the darkness and on to my next appointments.

I'll carry the light within me as I go.

It's good to be reminded of that possibility.

Happy Chanukah!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Let it snow....



Yesterday morning I woke up, donned the fluffy terry robe my parents sent me (thanks Mom & Dad!) and set off for my morning ablutions. Outside, of course.

At least it's not as far a walk as I had while in Iraq.


And there have been no rockets exploding here for a long time.

Much to my chagrin, the snow that had been predicted had begun to fall overnight, and while it wasn't much, yesterday morning was the first time I've walked outside wearing a terrycloth robe and not much else. Ever.

Let it snow.

Somewhere else.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Chanukah


Friday night was the first night of Chanukah. We have a Soldier in my unit who's trying to be an observant Jew, which has been tough thus far back during this deployment, as we don't have a Rabbi nearby.

My Soldier really wanted to celebrate Chanukah, so I sent the request 'up the chain' to see whether we could get a Rabbi here.

No go.

So I found a menorah, looked up the prayers using The Google, and had the Soldier come to the office Friday night so we could light the menorah together. Much to my surprise, though he was Bar Mitzvah, he can't read Hebrew, so I did the best I could (it's been years since I have done this).

May light shine in your darkness during this season, and throughout the year.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, December 11, 2009

Winter's fast approach









It's getting really cold here, which doesn't bode well for Tim. I'd never have made it as an Infantryman, that's for sure! I despise having wet, cold feet.







Despite the sub-freezing temperatures of the last few days, there are still some tiny flowers blooming around here, though not many.








I love how tenacious beauty can be, even in the midst of harshness....






Meanwhile, we're expecting snow. That will stick.



Sigh.







Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition!


When I was in college, last Millennium, my roommate Chris (awesome tennis player; went on to play doubles at Wimbledon) was enamored of Monty Python, and had a slew of LPs of their comedy sketches. One of our favorites was their "Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition" routine.

(LPs were grooved vinyl disks, that played back at 33.33 revolutions per minute on something called a "record player.")

In that hazy environment (those of you of an age will understand the allusion), we'd play those silly records again and again. I even memorized that particular routine, but Chris did me one better.

When we got back from Foreign Study (he, to Bonn; I, to Madrid), he proceeded to regale us with the German-language version of the whole thing. He'd translated it himself.

Some of us had way too much time on our hands in those days....

I wasn't as much of a fan of the Monty Python movies, though that's perhaps a corollary of the fact that every time I see a movie, it's the first time.

Well, for whatever reason, I never really got 'into' the cinematic Monty Python oeuvre.

That means that I never quite "got" the references to "The Holy Hand Grenade of Antioch" (THHGoA)made by my first Battalion Commander in the Guard. He kept asking, each drill, whether I'd gotten THHGoA yet. Even after I'd left the unit, and first while he was in Afghanistan, and then when I was in Iraq, whenever we'd talk by phone, he'd ask about THHGoA.

I kept telling him, but without much conviction, that I was working on it.

Not long ago, SPC C's parents sent each of us a Christmas gift: THHGoA. Thanks, Mr. & Mrs. C!

Now, I'm not really sure what to do with THHGoA, since I'm a Chaplain, and as such, am a non-combatant. I can't bear arms.

I can't even arm bears (cf. the battle rattle worn by each of us).



(You might notice the fierce 'attack rabbit' that showed up about the same time THHGoA did. Good thing SPC C's parents sent them to us! I'm holding the Book of Armaments, since someone had to.)

I guess SPC C will have to be my official "The Holy Hand Grenadier of Antioch, California."

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Midterm time


Last night I gave my first midterm exam in a while.

I know *I* had a good time....

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009

A Sweet Nutcracker


One of my NCO buddies was sent a nutcracker in honor of the season. His wife also sent along a rather threatening note indicating that he'd "better send it back home immediately after the holidays."

Their young son, while shopping with Mom, had cried out as they moved down an aisle in their local Target store, "Mommy, stop! This looks just like Daddy!"

I am going to have my parents get themselves one for Christmas, since they have such great fun celebrating at this time of the year.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Will wonders never cease....


Today I was copied on an email to my Chaplain supervisor, from a Catholic Chaplain somewhere Down Range who wound up with a double shipment of just the music and readings for Mass that we're missing because our predecessors never ordered them.

He was wondering if we might be able to use some of them.

Long story short: enough to get us through Christmas should be arriving within the week.

Hooray!

Yes, Virginia. There is a Santa Claus.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, December 07, 2009

St. Nicholas, part 02


After Mass on Saturday evening, the children who were waiting for presents from Santa Claus crowded toward the front of the church. Before St. Nick showed up, a handful of the youngsters put on a little play for the assembled masses.


I, of course, couldn't understand what they were saying, but it was pretty clear that the 'good angel' was encouraging the children to virtue while the 'bad angel' was urging vice. The actors were having a great time, though I'm not sure how many of the other children were paying attention.


They were clearly interested in one thing, and one thing only: the gifts of candy they were going to get from St. Nick when he showed up.  He can be seen in the photograph holding a number of the chocolate Advent calendars from the case of them sent to me by my friend Apryll from California.  (She also sent a couple of boxes of home-made cookies, which never arrived.  Sigh.)


After Mass was over, and Santa was handing out gifts to the children, I had the opportunity to have my photo taken with the girl who played the evil angel....   Some of my Soldiers later told me they had a hard time figuring out which of us looked more sinister.

Humbug!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

St. Nicholas, part 01


We were invited to celebrate the Feast of St. Nicholas at the Church of Saint Nicholas in a little town not far from here yesterday. The Eve of the Feast is a big deal among the ethnic Albanian Catholics in these parts, and it was an honor to be invited to concelebrate the Mass.


There were so many Soldiers who wanted to come along we managed to get a 'Bluebird' (Army school bus, essentially) to move us all there. Since many of them had never been to a Mass before, let alone one in Albanian, I printed up some programs to help them understand what was going on during the liturgy.

SPC C and I had taken some Euros from the local Knights of Columbus to the parish earlier in the week, so they'd be able to make sure all the of children would have gifts from Santa, who was making an appearance after Mass. And were there a lot of children in that church!

There were also an unbelievable number of women and men in that church, too. It was packed, to include people standing four abreast about two-thirds of the way down the center aisle. The men sat on one side of the church, and the women on the other, for the most part. I was surprised that there were so many adult men attending Mass; I'd expected there would be far more women than men, but that was definitely not the case.

I'm indebted to my friend Al, who kept my camera for me while I was participating in the liturgy.  Without him, I'd have no photos of the experience.  I guess I figured it might be a bit 'touristy' of me to be snapping photographs from the altar while saying Mass....

There was one very old woman who'd brought a small stool to sit on, in the aisle, near the front, so she'd be able to see, and to have a seat.

Throughout the whole liturgy she held a lighted candle in her left hand. One could read the hard history of southeastern Europe in the features of her face, perhaps made more prominent by the light of that candle.

As I stood in the sanctuary during Mass, understanding only a few words of what was said and sung, now and then, I none the less felt very connected to those people and their prayer.

I was far from home, but felt at home.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, December 05, 2009

A different kind of Advent waiting


The Catholic Community here on Post has no Advent music, other than the two Advent hymns in the military hymnals in the chapel pews.

My religious tradition has a rich history of music for Advent -- and Christmas, for that matter. But we have no Advent music here. And not many of the Christmas hymns I was looking forward to singing.

Our predecessors in this place had Advent music for their Catholic Soldiers. And Christmas music, too.

They received a bill, dated 21JUL09, for the Advent and Christmas music *for us*, but they did not pay it. Nor did they pay the "Second Notice" which came some time later.

The original bill was received more than 120 days out from the start of Advent.

When I was handed that bill on or about 07NOV09, I was told, "Don't worry about it; you have The Word Among Us (a wonderful, free-to-deployed-military-personnel publication which has the daily Mass readings for people in the pews). But you will probably need to get this bill from Oregon Catholic Press paid at some point."

Duuh.

AT SOME POINT?

It was 07NOV09, and Advent was set to begin the evening of 28NOV09 -- twenty-one days hence! Our predecessors had had that bill for at least 100 days at that point.

Who in his or her right mind would believe that a three-month-old bill for time-sensitive materials would be able to be paid in a timely fashion during or immediately after an Army "Transfer of Authority"?

The bill from Oregon Catholic Press (for the "Missalette" and "Music Issue 2010") was finally authorized to be paid by the Brigade I'm with, Friday 04DEC09 -- after Advent had already begun, and twenty-one days before Christmas.

The Word Among Us, though wonderful and greatly appreciated, HAS NO MUSIC IN IT. "Music Issue 2009" -- which our predecessors left us -- has lots of music, BUT NO MUSIC FOR ADVENT OR CHRISTMAS.

This means, with my luck, we *might* get our Advent (and Christmas) music by February, 2010.

I'm working very hard to disabuse myself of the notion that this was deliberate.

"God grant those people every good gift I could wish for myself or those I love most."

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thanksgiving pix


Last year, when then-SFC McG and I were in Iraq, there were signs posted all around each of the DFACs threatening grave consequences for using a camera in any Dining Facility. Because someone had once brought explosives into a DFAC, hidden in a backpack (the subsequent explosion of which caused death and destruction), no one was permitted to bring a bag of any kind into DFACs, as well.

As it turns out, that latter prohibition was not quite absolute, in my experience, because then-SFC McG and I brought my Chaplain kits (two fairly small, olive-drab shoulder bags) into one DFAC many Sunday nights so I could do Mass there.

But that's not really relevant to anything concerning this present blog post....


We're not allowed to bring bags into the DFACs here in Kosovo, either. But we seem to be able to bring -- and use -- cameras. I noticed this last week as I saw lots of people photographing the rather extravagant display set up in the DFAC I usually frequent.

When I eat, of course. Food is, after all, a crutch.


The civilians who work in the DFAC seem to have expended a lot of time and energy trying to dress up the place for the American holiday. Outside, they'd set up what was presumably a chicken coop. Funnily enough, the two chickens out there were larger than the turkey they flanked.

Inside, the workers went bonkers with displays involving fruits and ice sculptures and breads and sheet cakes.

The colors were festive, and it really brightened up the place.

Their efforts were very commendable and appreciated, but Dorothy was correct: there's no place like home.


Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

Friday, December 04, 2009

The Gang of Ate


A Unit Ministry Team (UMT) usually consists of a Chaplain and a Chaplain Assistant. Once per week the four Unit Ministry Teams on Post gather together for a (sometimes seemingly interminable) meeting, followed by a non-DFAC (Dining Facility) lunch.

(Come to think of it, aren't most Army meetings which involve PowerPoint slides 'seemingly interminable'?)

We usually have pizza at those lunches, but recently we went to the other side of Post and ate at the Burger King there.

Pizza or Burger King. Sigh.

Despite the "food," however, it's actually a pleasant lunch.

Can you figure out who's a Chaplain and who's a Chaplain Assistant in the photo? (I apologize for what looks like 'product placements'.)

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

Mourner's Kaddish


My friend Jodi died this morning, less that a day after Erik and Tobi brought her home from the hospital. I just got off the phone from talking (and crying) with Erik for the last hour and a half.

I feel really sad, especially since Erik said he'd tried several times to call me, so that I could pray with Jodi as she neared death, but he was unable to get through. I'd just spoken with Jodi and prayed with her a couple of days ago, while she was still in the hospital.

Now there's another prayer to be prayed.


Magnified and sanctified be G-d's great name in the world which He created according to His will. May he establish His kingdom during our lifetime and during the lifetime of Israel. Let us say, Amen.

May G-d's great name be blessed forever and ever.

Blessed, glorified, honored and extolled, adored and acclaimed be the name of the Holy One, though G-d is beyond all praises and songs of adoration which can be uttered. Let us say, Amen.

May there be peace and life for all of us and for all Israel. Let us say, Amen.

Let He who makes peace in the heavens, grant peace to all of us and to all Israel. Let us say, Amen.
Amen.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Advent 2010


It's a new church year for us liturgical types, and on Saturday afternoon three of our parishioners took it upon themselves to decorate the chapel. They did a great job, even if this is a bit early to anticipate the Feast of the Nativity. On Saturday evenings I concelebrate Mass with the priest from the Polish Army, though since the liturgy is in Polish, I'm pretty much silent during most of it.

I try to follow along as he's praying, but the language is pretty difficult, and the Polish alphabet has some letters not found in our western version, so I'm not sure there's been any progress on my part in the month we've been doing this. In today's first photo, one can see the Polish flag in the sanctuary as we're about to begin the Polish Mass.

Rather festive, eh?

Since it was the First Sunday of Advent, and therefore the first time we used the Advent Wreath, I blessed it using some very expensive incense given to me by one of the Orthodox priests in our Area of Operations (AO). Earlier in the week, when we met at his rectory, I commented that I loved the scent of the incense that hung in the room that functions as his week-day chapel. He said he'd just celebrated an infant baptism that morning.

Later when he took SPC C and me (and our Serbian-language translator) into the church building itself, he disappeared for a few moments behind the Iconostasis, and when he reappeared, he had a bindle made from a sheet of copier paper, filled with a kind of incense I'd never seen before. He gave me the incense, so I promised him I'd use it on Sunday.

After the Mass in English which follows the Polish Mass (and is not concelebrated, as the Poles all leave after their Mass is over), the three Soldiers who decorated the chapel cajoled me into having my picture taken with them in front of the Christmas tree they'd set up and decorated.

I'm not sure violet is my color....

But all in all, it was a great way to begin the new year.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

A trip outside the gate


Recently SPC C and I went outside the gate to meet with a couple of local religious leaders. It's one of the things I enjoy most about being here, and is certainly a very different experience from what I was doing (for the most part) when I was in Iraq.

Someday I'll go into much more detail, but for the moment, this will have to suffice.

Our Albanian-speaking interpreter piled into our little pickup truck (SPC C really has to squeeze in, it's that small) and we took off for a little town that I'd never been to before. The fields have been harvested, but since the snows haven't definitively arrived yet, many have a lush green carpet of something growing on them.

Verdant, rolling hills punctuated with houses and barns -- as well as structures (obviously once houses) destroyed presumably during the war a dozen years ago -- under a sky filled with cumulus and cumulonimbus clouds, made for a very pleasant journey.

We didn't know exactly where we were going, but our interpreter Mr. A assured us all we'd have to do was stop and ask people where the Imam lived, and we'd get there.


So we forged ahead, and after a time drove into the town. The first few children we met didn't know, but the next group did. Sure enough, we got to the right place, and the Imam, a man even older than myself (hard to believe, I know!) came out of a beautiful wooden doorway to meet us and to show us where to park.

He invited us into the compound that surrounds his house, and then asked if we'd like to go in. SPC C and I nodded in agreement as Mr. A told him in Albanian that we'd be delighted.

We of course had to remove our shoes -- or rather, combat boots -- before entering.


The Imam showed us into a lovely room with a huge wrap-around sofa, very large flat-screen TV, and a computer with internet (I noticed after a bit). His daughter brought us small glasses of juice that tasted much like the green sour-apple candies that I enjoyed as a child, along with some cookies. These were followed up with demitasse cups of Turkish coffee -- very thick, and VERY sweet.

As my parents might tell you, I'm not much of a coffee drinker, but here I've probably had more coffee in the last month than I've had in the past five years. Oh well.

At least it's not booze!

I chatted (through Mr. A) with the Imam for quite a while. His home, with its extensive theological library, was the first home in the village that was burned to the ground when the war started. Many of the families that fled during those dark times have not returned, but he and his family rebuilt their home not long after the UN brought US forces into the region.

This man LOVES the United States military.

The Imam's very young grandson had met us outside as we arrived, and was both shy and curious at the same time. He later came into the room where we were meeting, so I asked his grandfather if I could snap a photograph of the two of them. When I noticed that the boy's mother was using a computer in the far corner of the room, I asked Mr. A to tell the Imam that I would send copies of the photos to her internet account.

Our predecessors had evidently arranged to meet with this Imam and tour his mosque, but never showed. This had worried him ever since, figuring that perhaps he'd angered those Soldiers somehow. So when he tentatively asked us whether we'd like to see his mosque, we enthusiastically agreed.

The mosque had been rebuilt about five years ago, and sits at the top of a very steep hill. It has a commanding view of the whole valley below. If one were to click on the photo of the mosque, it's possible to see SPC C, as well as the countryside in the distance.

After we dropped the Imam off (he insisted on walking part-way back home), SPC C, Mr. A, and I continued on to a Catholic church not too far away from the mosque. We met with the pastor of that parish and a priest from another part of the country, and finalized plans for our participation in the St. Nicholas Day celebration coming up. We also dropped off a small donation in the name of the Knights of Columbus from the Post where I live, so that all the children who participate will be able to receive a gift at the party.

Santa Claus will make a cameo appearance, I'm told.

It should be a blast. I'll let you know.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


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