Monday, December 14, 2009

Third Sunday of Advent


Yesterday was "Gaudete" (pronounced gow-DAY-tay) Sunday, the Third Sunday of Advent. Gaudete is the first word in Latin from the introit for that liturgy. "Gaudete in Domino semper, iterum dico gaudete..." (Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I say, rejoice....)

For anyone familiar with an Advent Wreath (three purple candles and one pink one), it's the Sunday on which the pink candle is lighted.

The priest has the option to wear rose-colored vestments, instead of the traditional purple ones (or Sarum blue, if Anglican or Lutheran).


Fortunately for me, this place has no rose-colored vesture! I've been in some places that have simply hideous, embarrassingly-shaded 'rose' vestments, that felt even worse to wear than they looked. Ugh.


So it was "Rose Sunday" and as I left my room to walk to the shower in the morning, I was greeted with a simply spectacular sunrise. It wasn't exactly rose-colored, but it was much redder than normal.

I grabbed my camera, took a few shots of the horizon, as well as the door to my room (I found a wreath to hang on it), and then continued on with my morning. It was decidedly too cold to be standing around outside in a terrycloth robe and flip-flops!

Gaudete in Domino semper, iterum dico gaudete!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

Lights in the darkness


It's been a busy weekend so far, and my day today is not over yet. Last night I concelebrated Mass with the Polish Soldiers who are here; I still can't pronounce most of the words I see in their Sacramentary! I don't know anything of what the priest is saying when he gives his homily.

There's been quite a bit of that on this deployment so far.

I then celebrated Mass for English-speakers. It was the Fiesta de la Santisima Virgen de Guadalupe in addition to being the Third Sunday of Advent. Our Lady of Guadalupe is the Patroness of the Americas, and her feast day is a time of great celebration in certain parts of the Western Hemisphere.

I've always been amused by the story of the Mexican nobody, Juan Diego, attempting to convince a European bishop in 1531 that he'd been visited by the Virgin Mary herself. Not even bringing the bishop blooming roses when the whole locale was covered in snow was enough to convince him -- until the roses fell to the ground, revealing a multicolored image of a woman seemingly woven into the fabric of the poor man's tilma, or garment.

That image is the famous representation of the Virgin of Guadalupe that's so recognizable hundreds of years later.

What shocked the bishop perhaps more than the image itself, was that the woman depicted therein looked like one of the locals -- and not like some Northern European goddess, as she had been portrayed often until that time (and since).

That just seems deliciously subversive to me somehow.

This morning I celebrated Mass (in English), went to lunch in the DFAC (dining facility), and then hoped to get a nap, but life had other plans, and I spent some time with a person who was in a lot of pain and decided to take the risk of sharing it with someone (me).

By the time I finished with all that, the sun was setting, so I came back to my office, hoping to meet up with my young friend so we could light three candles on the menorah together, before I have to go off to meet with the folks from the Knights of Columbus and the Rite for Christian Initiation of Adults.

By the time that's over with, I'll be ready for bed!

The candles of the menorah are supposed to burn for at least 30 minutes, so when my friend didn't show, I lighted the candles for him, and for all who are unable to do so themselves. The Hebrew prayers were a bit easier tonight, as the rhythm of the language is coming back to me after so many years of desuetude.

It has been good to sit in silence while the candles burn down for the last half-hours, and to put my reflections on the day into the words you've been reading.

Now that the last of the candles is about to extinguish itself, it's time to move out into the darkness and on to my next appointments.

I'll carry the light within me as I go.

It's good to be reminded of that possibility.

Happy Chanukah!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Let it snow....



Yesterday morning I woke up, donned the fluffy terry robe my parents sent me (thanks Mom & Dad!) and set off for my morning ablutions. Outside, of course.

At least it's not as far a walk as I had while in Iraq.


And there have been no rockets exploding here for a long time.

Much to my chagrin, the snow that had been predicted had begun to fall overnight, and while it wasn't much, yesterday morning was the first time I've walked outside wearing a terrycloth robe and not much else. Ever.

Let it snow.

Somewhere else.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Chanukah


Friday night was the first night of Chanukah. We have a Soldier in my unit who's trying to be an observant Jew, which has been tough thus far back during this deployment, as we don't have a Rabbi nearby.

My Soldier really wanted to celebrate Chanukah, so I sent the request 'up the chain' to see whether we could get a Rabbi here.

No go.

So I found a menorah, looked up the prayers using The Google, and had the Soldier come to the office Friday night so we could light the menorah together. Much to my surprise, though he was Bar Mitzvah, he can't read Hebrew, so I did the best I could (it's been years since I have done this).

May light shine in your darkness during this season, and throughout the year.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Friday, December 11, 2009

Winter's fast approach









It's getting really cold here, which doesn't bode well for Tim. I'd never have made it as an Infantryman, that's for sure! I despise having wet, cold feet.







Despite the sub-freezing temperatures of the last few days, there are still some tiny flowers blooming around here, though not many.








I love how tenacious beauty can be, even in the midst of harshness....






Meanwhile, we're expecting snow. That will stick.



Sigh.







Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition!


When I was in college, last Millennium, my roommate Chris (awesome tennis player; went on to play doubles at Wimbledon) was enamored of Monty Python, and had a slew of LPs of their comedy sketches. One of our favorites was their "Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition" routine.

(LPs were grooved vinyl disks, that played back at 33.33 revolutions per minute on something called a "record player.")

In that hazy environment (those of you of an age will understand the allusion), we'd play those silly records again and again. I even memorized that particular routine, but Chris did me one better.

When we got back from Foreign Study (he, to Bonn; I, to Madrid), he proceeded to regale us with the German-language version of the whole thing. He'd translated it himself.

Some of us had way too much time on our hands in those days....

I wasn't as much of a fan of the Monty Python movies, though that's perhaps a corollary of the fact that every time I see a movie, it's the first time.

Well, for whatever reason, I never really got 'into' the cinematic Monty Python oeuvre.

That means that I never quite "got" the references to "The Holy Hand Grenade of Antioch" (THHGoA)made by my first Battalion Commander in the Guard. He kept asking, each drill, whether I'd gotten THHGoA yet. Even after I'd left the unit, and first while he was in Afghanistan, and then when I was in Iraq, whenever we'd talk by phone, he'd ask about THHGoA.

I kept telling him, but without much conviction, that I was working on it.

Not long ago, SPC C's parents sent each of us a Christmas gift: THHGoA. Thanks, Mr. & Mrs. C!

Now, I'm not really sure what to do with THHGoA, since I'm a Chaplain, and as such, am a non-combatant. I can't bear arms.

I can't even arm bears (cf. the battle rattle worn by each of us).



(You might notice the fierce 'attack rabbit' that showed up about the same time THHGoA did. Good thing SPC C's parents sent them to us! I'm holding the Book of Armaments, since someone had to.)

I guess SPC C will have to be my official "The Holy Hand Grenadier of Antioch, California."

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Midterm time


Last night I gave my first midterm exam in a while.

I know *I* had a good time....

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009

A Sweet Nutcracker


One of my NCO buddies was sent a nutcracker in honor of the season. His wife also sent along a rather threatening note indicating that he'd "better send it back home immediately after the holidays."

Their young son, while shopping with Mom, had cried out as they moved down an aisle in their local Target store, "Mommy, stop! This looks just like Daddy!"

I am going to have my parents get themselves one for Christmas, since they have such great fun celebrating at this time of the year.

Blessings and peace to one and all,

Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Will wonders never cease....


Today I was copied on an email to my Chaplain supervisor, from a Catholic Chaplain somewhere Down Range who wound up with a double shipment of just the music and readings for Mass that we're missing because our predecessors never ordered them.

He was wondering if we might be able to use some of them.

Long story short: enough to get us through Christmas should be arriving within the week.

Hooray!

Yes, Virginia. There is a Santa Claus.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, December 07, 2009

St. Nicholas, part 02


After Mass on Saturday evening, the children who were waiting for presents from Santa Claus crowded toward the front of the church. Before St. Nick showed up, a handful of the youngsters put on a little play for the assembled masses.


I, of course, couldn't understand what they were saying, but it was pretty clear that the 'good angel' was encouraging the children to virtue while the 'bad angel' was urging vice. The actors were having a great time, though I'm not sure how many of the other children were paying attention.


They were clearly interested in one thing, and one thing only: the gifts of candy they were going to get from St. Nick when he showed up.  He can be seen in the photograph holding a number of the chocolate Advent calendars from the case of them sent to me by my friend Apryll from California.  (She also sent a couple of boxes of home-made cookies, which never arrived.  Sigh.)


After Mass was over, and Santa was handing out gifts to the children, I had the opportunity to have my photo taken with the girl who played the evil angel....   Some of my Soldiers later told me they had a hard time figuring out which of us looked more sinister.

Humbug!

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

St. Nicholas, part 01


We were invited to celebrate the Feast of St. Nicholas at the Church of Saint Nicholas in a little town not far from here yesterday. The Eve of the Feast is a big deal among the ethnic Albanian Catholics in these parts, and it was an honor to be invited to concelebrate the Mass.


There were so many Soldiers who wanted to come along we managed to get a 'Bluebird' (Army school bus, essentially) to move us all there. Since many of them had never been to a Mass before, let alone one in Albanian, I printed up some programs to help them understand what was going on during the liturgy.

SPC C and I had taken some Euros from the local Knights of Columbus to the parish earlier in the week, so they'd be able to make sure all the of children would have gifts from Santa, who was making an appearance after Mass. And were there a lot of children in that church!

There were also an unbelievable number of women and men in that church, too. It was packed, to include people standing four abreast about two-thirds of the way down the center aisle. The men sat on one side of the church, and the women on the other, for the most part. I was surprised that there were so many adult men attending Mass; I'd expected there would be far more women than men, but that was definitely not the case.

I'm indebted to my friend Al, who kept my camera for me while I was participating in the liturgy.  Without him, I'd have no photos of the experience.  I guess I figured it might be a bit 'touristy' of me to be snapping photographs from the altar while saying Mass....

There was one very old woman who'd brought a small stool to sit on, in the aisle, near the front, so she'd be able to see, and to have a seat.

Throughout the whole liturgy she held a lighted candle in her left hand. One could read the hard history of southeastern Europe in the features of her face, perhaps made more prominent by the light of that candle.

As I stood in the sanctuary during Mass, understanding only a few words of what was said and sung, now and then, I none the less felt very connected to those people and their prayer.

I was far from home, but felt at home.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Saturday, December 05, 2009

A different kind of Advent waiting


The Catholic Community here on Post has no Advent music, other than the two Advent hymns in the military hymnals in the chapel pews.

My religious tradition has a rich history of music for Advent -- and Christmas, for that matter. But we have no Advent music here. And not many of the Christmas hymns I was looking forward to singing.

Our predecessors in this place had Advent music for their Catholic Soldiers. And Christmas music, too.

They received a bill, dated 21JUL09, for the Advent and Christmas music *for us*, but they did not pay it. Nor did they pay the "Second Notice" which came some time later.

The original bill was received more than 120 days out from the start of Advent.

When I was handed that bill on or about 07NOV09, I was told, "Don't worry about it; you have The Word Among Us (a wonderful, free-to-deployed-military-personnel publication which has the daily Mass readings for people in the pews). But you will probably need to get this bill from Oregon Catholic Press paid at some point."

Duuh.

AT SOME POINT?

It was 07NOV09, and Advent was set to begin the evening of 28NOV09 -- twenty-one days hence! Our predecessors had had that bill for at least 100 days at that point.

Who in his or her right mind would believe that a three-month-old bill for time-sensitive materials would be able to be paid in a timely fashion during or immediately after an Army "Transfer of Authority"?

The bill from Oregon Catholic Press (for the "Missalette" and "Music Issue 2010") was finally authorized to be paid by the Brigade I'm with, Friday 04DEC09 -- after Advent had already begun, and twenty-one days before Christmas.

The Word Among Us, though wonderful and greatly appreciated, HAS NO MUSIC IN IT. "Music Issue 2009" -- which our predecessors left us -- has lots of music, BUT NO MUSIC FOR ADVENT OR CHRISTMAS.

This means, with my luck, we *might* get our Advent (and Christmas) music by February, 2010.

I'm working very hard to disabuse myself of the notion that this was deliberate.

"God grant those people every good gift I could wish for myself or those I love most."

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thanksgiving pix


Last year, when then-SFC McG and I were in Iraq, there were signs posted all around each of the DFACs threatening grave consequences for using a camera in any Dining Facility. Because someone had once brought explosives into a DFAC, hidden in a backpack (the subsequent explosion of which caused death and destruction), no one was permitted to bring a bag of any kind into DFACs, as well.

As it turns out, that latter prohibition was not quite absolute, in my experience, because then-SFC McG and I brought my Chaplain kits (two fairly small, olive-drab shoulder bags) into one DFAC many Sunday nights so I could do Mass there.

But that's not really relevant to anything concerning this present blog post....


We're not allowed to bring bags into the DFACs here in Kosovo, either. But we seem to be able to bring -- and use -- cameras. I noticed this last week as I saw lots of people photographing the rather extravagant display set up in the DFAC I usually frequent.

When I eat, of course. Food is, after all, a crutch.


The civilians who work in the DFAC seem to have expended a lot of time and energy trying to dress up the place for the American holiday. Outside, they'd set up what was presumably a chicken coop. Funnily enough, the two chickens out there were larger than the turkey they flanked.

Inside, the workers went bonkers with displays involving fruits and ice sculptures and breads and sheet cakes.

The colors were festive, and it really brightened up the place.

Their efforts were very commendable and appreciated, but Dorothy was correct: there's no place like home.


Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

Friday, December 04, 2009

The Gang of Ate


A Unit Ministry Team (UMT) usually consists of a Chaplain and a Chaplain Assistant. Once per week the four Unit Ministry Teams on Post gather together for a (sometimes seemingly interminable) meeting, followed by a non-DFAC (Dining Facility) lunch.

(Come to think of it, aren't most Army meetings which involve PowerPoint slides 'seemingly interminable'?)

We usually have pizza at those lunches, but recently we went to the other side of Post and ate at the Burger King there.

Pizza or Burger King. Sigh.

Despite the "food," however, it's actually a pleasant lunch.

Can you figure out who's a Chaplain and who's a Chaplain Assistant in the photo? (I apologize for what looks like 'product placements'.)

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

Mourner's Kaddish


My friend Jodi died this morning, less that a day after Erik and Tobi brought her home from the hospital. I just got off the phone from talking (and crying) with Erik for the last hour and a half.

I feel really sad, especially since Erik said he'd tried several times to call me, so that I could pray with Jodi as she neared death, but he was unable to get through. I'd just spoken with Jodi and prayed with her a couple of days ago, while she was still in the hospital.

Now there's another prayer to be prayed.


Magnified and sanctified be G-d's great name in the world which He created according to His will. May he establish His kingdom during our lifetime and during the lifetime of Israel. Let us say, Amen.

May G-d's great name be blessed forever and ever.

Blessed, glorified, honored and extolled, adored and acclaimed be the name of the Holy One, though G-d is beyond all praises and songs of adoration which can be uttered. Let us say, Amen.

May there be peace and life for all of us and for all Israel. Let us say, Amen.

Let He who makes peace in the heavens, grant peace to all of us and to all Israel. Let us say, Amen.
Amen.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Advent 2010


It's a new church year for us liturgical types, and on Saturday afternoon three of our parishioners took it upon themselves to decorate the chapel. They did a great job, even if this is a bit early to anticipate the Feast of the Nativity. On Saturday evenings I concelebrate Mass with the priest from the Polish Army, though since the liturgy is in Polish, I'm pretty much silent during most of it.

I try to follow along as he's praying, but the language is pretty difficult, and the Polish alphabet has some letters not found in our western version, so I'm not sure there's been any progress on my part in the month we've been doing this. In today's first photo, one can see the Polish flag in the sanctuary as we're about to begin the Polish Mass.

Rather festive, eh?

Since it was the First Sunday of Advent, and therefore the first time we used the Advent Wreath, I blessed it using some very expensive incense given to me by one of the Orthodox priests in our Area of Operations (AO). Earlier in the week, when we met at his rectory, I commented that I loved the scent of the incense that hung in the room that functions as his week-day chapel. He said he'd just celebrated an infant baptism that morning.

Later when he took SPC C and me (and our Serbian-language translator) into the church building itself, he disappeared for a few moments behind the Iconostasis, and when he reappeared, he had a bindle made from a sheet of copier paper, filled with a kind of incense I'd never seen before. He gave me the incense, so I promised him I'd use it on Sunday.

After the Mass in English which follows the Polish Mass (and is not concelebrated, as the Poles all leave after their Mass is over), the three Soldiers who decorated the chapel cajoled me into having my picture taken with them in front of the Christmas tree they'd set up and decorated.

I'm not sure violet is my color....

But all in all, it was a great way to begin the new year.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

A trip outside the gate


Recently SPC C and I went outside the gate to meet with a couple of local religious leaders. It's one of the things I enjoy most about being here, and is certainly a very different experience from what I was doing (for the most part) when I was in Iraq.

Someday I'll go into much more detail, but for the moment, this will have to suffice.

Our Albanian-speaking interpreter piled into our little pickup truck (SPC C really has to squeeze in, it's that small) and we took off for a little town that I'd never been to before. The fields have been harvested, but since the snows haven't definitively arrived yet, many have a lush green carpet of something growing on them.

Verdant, rolling hills punctuated with houses and barns -- as well as structures (obviously once houses) destroyed presumably during the war a dozen years ago -- under a sky filled with cumulus and cumulonimbus clouds, made for a very pleasant journey.

We didn't know exactly where we were going, but our interpreter Mr. A assured us all we'd have to do was stop and ask people where the Imam lived, and we'd get there.


So we forged ahead, and after a time drove into the town. The first few children we met didn't know, but the next group did. Sure enough, we got to the right place, and the Imam, a man even older than myself (hard to believe, I know!) came out of a beautiful wooden doorway to meet us and to show us where to park.

He invited us into the compound that surrounds his house, and then asked if we'd like to go in. SPC C and I nodded in agreement as Mr. A told him in Albanian that we'd be delighted.

We of course had to remove our shoes -- or rather, combat boots -- before entering.


The Imam showed us into a lovely room with a huge wrap-around sofa, very large flat-screen TV, and a computer with internet (I noticed after a bit). His daughter brought us small glasses of juice that tasted much like the green sour-apple candies that I enjoyed as a child, along with some cookies. These were followed up with demitasse cups of Turkish coffee -- very thick, and VERY sweet.

As my parents might tell you, I'm not much of a coffee drinker, but here I've probably had more coffee in the last month than I've had in the past five years. Oh well.

At least it's not booze!

I chatted (through Mr. A) with the Imam for quite a while. His home, with its extensive theological library, was the first home in the village that was burned to the ground when the war started. Many of the families that fled during those dark times have not returned, but he and his family rebuilt their home not long after the UN brought US forces into the region.

This man LOVES the United States military.

The Imam's very young grandson had met us outside as we arrived, and was both shy and curious at the same time. He later came into the room where we were meeting, so I asked his grandfather if I could snap a photograph of the two of them. When I noticed that the boy's mother was using a computer in the far corner of the room, I asked Mr. A to tell the Imam that I would send copies of the photos to her internet account.

Our predecessors had evidently arranged to meet with this Imam and tour his mosque, but never showed. This had worried him ever since, figuring that perhaps he'd angered those Soldiers somehow. So when he tentatively asked us whether we'd like to see his mosque, we enthusiastically agreed.

The mosque had been rebuilt about five years ago, and sits at the top of a very steep hill. It has a commanding view of the whole valley below. If one were to click on the photo of the mosque, it's possible to see SPC C, as well as the countryside in the distance.

After we dropped the Imam off (he insisted on walking part-way back home), SPC C, Mr. A, and I continued on to a Catholic church not too far away from the mosque. We met with the pastor of that parish and a priest from another part of the country, and finalized plans for our participation in the St. Nicholas Day celebration coming up. We also dropped off a small donation in the name of the Knights of Columbus from the Post where I live, so that all the children who participate will be able to receive a gift at the party.

Santa Claus will make a cameo appearance, I'm told.

It should be a blast. I'll let you know.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Iraq was never like this


There is a lot that's different about being here versus being in Iraq last year.

For one thing, where I was in Iraq there weren't any mountains.

Here is Kosovo, we have a rather large one, not far from where our Post is.  It dominates the horizon in that direction, and looks different from day to day.  Yesterday morning, for example, it was completely obscured by swirling clouds.  (We never had cloud formations there like we have had here, either.  I'll see if I can snag some photos that do them justice....)

The view at sunset is rather splendid, eh?

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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Monday, November 30, 2009

One of these is not like the others


The outfit that now-MSG McG and I were attached to in Iraq for the last almost six months we were there was a Cavalry unit. As I mentioned in a previous blog, because of that fact, he and I came home from that deployment with Stetsons and combat spurs.

Before joining the Army I had seen some of my former ROTC Cadets wearing Stetsons, and frankly never imagined myself ever owning one, let alone wearing one.

For one thing, I've never been a big fan of hats.

Now I find myself in a situation in which I wear headgear of some sort almost any time I'm outside, and even sometimes when I'm inside.

Not long ago I was at a meeting in which many of the others present were wearing headgear inside the building, so I returned to my office and got my Stetson. Though my new unit is also Cavalry, instead of wearing Stetsons, they wear 'Campaign Hats'.

Campaign hats are sort of like Stetsons, but they're brown, and not quite as large.

On those occasions when we wear hats inside the building, there are only three of us with Stetsons, in a sea of Campaign Hats.

That particular day at the meeting mentioned above, as we waited for the Important People to arrive, I was the only person wearing a Stetson. When the boss walked in, he quickly surveyed the room, and before he'd even reached his seat, he commented with some disapprobation, "One of these is not like the others."

Without thinking (I really ought to stop that, as it turns out), I blurted out, "It must be the combat spurs."

Oops.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


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You've got mail!


I received an e-card (replete with cheesy music) from a friend of mine in California this morning that had me quite literally laughing out loud. Charlotte has a very dry, incisive wit, and she never ceases to surprise me with what she comes up with.

Here's the text:

Dear Tim,
Thanks so much for your call from Kosovo on Thanksgiving. It meant a great deal to me. As a matter of fact, you were the only person to call me from Kosovo the day. I *was* hoping to hear from anyone in Slovenia.
Peace and love,
Mother Teresa

I guess I'll try harder to be a person in Slovenia then next time I call her.

Blessings and peace to one and all,


Fr. Tim, SJ

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